APPARITION [H.S]

Chapter 15

The song for this chapter is Elephant by Tame Impala

*Warning*: a little bit of sexual content!

Leave if you don't want it. Or don't. I don't care. Ahhahaha.

Lina's POV

Sometimes in this world we feel alone.

Darkness takes up on our days.

Emptiness leaves us to immerse in depression.

We cry to our reflection and ask "what have I become".

But it's not what you did.

It's not what I did.

It's what they did.

Being alone and having your peace is one thing, but being alone and scared is another.

No matter how alone I was at one point, I fought for what someone else had given up on.

What someone else needed to get past those lonely and empty days.

Freedom and happiness.

I woke up to the cold feeling of someones breath going down my neck and back.

What the hell.

I was on top of Harry.

We were basically hugging each other.

My leg was wrapped over his waist while he held me close to his chest.

It was quite comfortable actually, but why were in this position?

I knew I had a bad panic attack last night, but I didn't know I ended up hugging him like this.

I need to be more careful.

I let him in too much last night.

I don't know why he helped me especially after our fight, but he made me have that same secure feeling I seem get with him.

Like I could trust him.

I shouldn't though.

I wanted to get out of his hold cause it was hot.

I needed some air. Or a cigarette.

I slowly got out of his arms while stayed quiet and asleep.

I love peaceful sleeping Harry. Way better than "let's yell at "Evangeline" for wanting freedom and her life back" Harry.

I got up and grabbed my cigarette pack and a lighter.

I walked out onto the balcony the hotel suite has.

I left the door open to air out the hot hotel room.

It felt like there was no AC in there.

I only smoke them to calm my nerves sometimes. Usually only when the nightmares get that bad.

I sat there for a little thinking about Lily, Mia, and Ethan. I wonder if they're alright.

They know I can handle myself.

I know they're not worried.

I lit the cigarette and held it in the air.

"Cheers little bro."

                                  Harry's POV

I heard her open the door and walk out on the balcony.