hey.... it's been a bit :)...
This is kinda a filler chapter since it's been a little while since i've posted. Also the song in here is - Sugar Crash by: ElyOtto
(TW/CW: swearing, possible misinformation[definitely don't rely on me], mention of medication, self hate?)
(posted: July 12/13, 2021)
not proofread :^
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(lyrics start at 0:36)
feeling shitty in my bed
I was laying on the bean bag i fell asleep on, i'm not in the mood to get up.
didn't take my fucking meds
Maybe I wouldn't have panicked if i took my anxiety meds, they help, not that i really notice it.
hyperpop up in my ears
Something is playing outside. It's making my headache worse. Must be really loud since this room is mostly soundproof, plus it's under the hotel.
everything just disappears
I just want the world to go away...
at least for now...?
don't wanna be someone else
I just wanna be myself, I don't wanna be in someone else's body. I'd probably just feel worse about myself.
just don't wanna hate myself
"I hate myself"
"I just don't wanna hate myself"
instead i wanna feel good...
(wc: 240)
ha... i didn't know writing angst was this fun. Unless there's just something wrong with me.... i dunno
weeeeeeeee don't hate yourself! feel good! :thumbs up:
<3 haha love yourself aha ha..ha
YOUR REMINDER THAT YOU ARE VALID!! have a great day/night<3
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