Love Live!! Genderbend One Shots: New Vibes

Headcanon: Being the Only Girl in an Idol Group (Male!Muse)

A/N: kind of a Kpop AU for Muse :)

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• ok so like
• you were around the age of fifteen when you first joined the Snowflake Entertainment company
• (hm hm yes, i'm ceo babes)
• you auditioned singing a Maiko Nakamura song called "Let Go"
• you did alright
• I mean,, it was enough to gather attention
• but after the round of auditions where you danced, rapped, & sang when they asked you to
• the trainers decided to teach you to focus on dancing
• cus apparently you had the image & knack for it
• so,, you mainly danced
• despite the fact that you wanted to be a vocalist, you were ok with it
• becus, hey
• at least you were on the way to becoming an idol
• this is where you met some other fellow trainees
• namely, Minami Kotoba
• who was your age
• the two of you have always been known to be closer during the trainee days
• Ayase Eliot was also in your classes at the time
• but you were too scared to talk to him
• cus 1, he's foreign
• and 2, he looks an intimidating mf
• like freallss
• anyhow
• your close friends from way back when were Kotoba & a girl named Tsubasa
• who took vocal lessons alongside you
• you trained hard for 3 years, hoping for some chance of debut
• whether as a solo artist or in a group, you didn't rlly care
• as long as you got to stand onstage
• finally, after just turning 18
• you were put into a project group called Muse
• so was Kotoba
• and Eliot
• Tsubasa had debuted a year prior in a trio group A-rise
• Muse was to be a ten member group with a greek god/mythical concept
• bro,, not to be nervous
• but you really really were
• because you were about to be the only female in this group of nine boys
• that was gonna be a new thing the company wanted to try
• you guess
• but anyway
• in the beginning, you'd only rlly talk to Kotoba
• and it was the same the other way around
• you two were like always in the corner by yourselves
• but,, it didn't take too long for you to meet Kōsaka Hotaka
• the loudest boi in the universe
• after that, you & Kotoba gradually got to know the others
• a year and a half passed before your debut on June 9, 2010
• which happened to be one of the member's birthdays-
• you were 19 going on 20 at the time & vry vry excited
• Muse debuted with the song "Zeus"
• the title tracks for albums afterwards would continue with the concept of having god names as titles
• for example, the next release would be titled "Poseidon"
• and so forth
• now,, onto the group members
• Tojō Noboru: oldest (22 at time of debut), lead dancer, vocalist
• Yazawa Niko: center, main rapper, lead dancer
• Ayase Eliot: visual, main dancer, lead vocalist
• Minami Kotoba: lead dancer, vocalist
• you: main dancer, lead vocalist
• Kōsaka Hotaka: leader, lead rapper, vocalist
• Sonoda Ukyo: main vocalist, lyricist
• Nishikino Mako: lead vocalist, lead dancer, rapper, composer
• Hoshizora Ren: main dancer, lead vocalist
• Koizumi Hayato: youngest (17 at time of debut), lead rapper, vocalist
• your company garnered enough attention around the group that you'd have a decent following right at debut
• immediately, you were considered to be one of the sexier members
• which is why you're mostly shipped with Noboru & Eliot
• especially Noboru
• cus the dude is touchy with everybody
• even you
• for the most part, you're probably the mother hen of the group
• you take especial care of the younger members
• especially Hayato
• the kid was just a baby when he debuted—had baby fat and everything
• your audience grew tremendously after probably the third comeback
• that was like, two years after debut
• Muse just
• blew up
• ok so back to the group's dynamics
• we keep getting off topic-
• so yeah, you & Noboru
• super popular with the fandom
• it doesn't help that Noboru intensifies the audience with his constant flirtiness on camera
• "everybody, look at how pretty y/n looks today~"
• audience screaming
• y'all were so popular that the company had a special dance for you two at a concert
• it was a pretty provocative dance
• as in, his hands were gliding down your side, while your fingers traced his jawline
• yeah, it was saucy
• "what the hell are they doing?"
• "shhh mako i'm concentrating!"
• "don't concentrate on it, hotaka, it's shameless"
• "they look so differeeent!"
• ngl, the other boys were practically screaming their head offs when they watched
• it's all in good fun tho
• Noboru's just a close friend
• you two confide in one another a lot
• because you're one of the calmer members
• and he's kinda like a "co-mother hen" so
• y'all take good care of the kids together
• then there's Eliot
• the second dude you're shipped with
• after getting over the occasional awkwardness after your debut
• the two of you were tight af
• y'all are the parents
• alongside Noboru
• y'all are like the parent trio
• Noboru and Eliot are also a very popular ship
• people practically ship you three as a throuple basically
• and y'all just give them tons of fanservice
• the number of times any of the two of you had to do the peppero game during an interview is pretty much countless
• "harasho..again?"
• "you guys must really like this" you'd nervously laugh
• again, it's all in good fun for the three of you
• with Eliot, it's a rlly balanced relationship
• the two of you spend the most time in the practice room admittedly
• now for Niko
• the two of you are very competitive
• the two of you are also the shortest in the group
• bt he gets all the teasing becus his stature looks way smaller
• you're envious of how cute he is tho
• he's envious of how charismatic you are
• you're the "Tom & Jerry" duo of the group
• always jabbing at each other
• "i dont know if you guys noticed but y/n has a big zit in the middle of her face from stress—eek! don't pull my hair like that!"
• the fans love it
• now onto Kotoba
• he's def third in line for ships
• the fans ship him more with Ukyo
• but there are a good amount of fans fascinated with your relationship with Kotoba
• y'all don't have a lot of activities with each other
• which kinda sucks
• but you trust each other the most out of the whole group
• because you've been around each other the longest
• stan KotobaY/N
• "y/n-chan~! gimme a hug"
• "right now? ok"
• ok,, as for the leader
• dude, Hotaka drags you into a lot of shit
• he's always pushing you forward during interviews
• "y/n can dance the best"
• "y/n can do that—no problem"
• "y/n can front flip!"
• "hotaka, no i cant!"
• but you know he's only doing it so you'll get the recognition you deserve
• he's actually very reliable as a leader
• he knows exactly what to say when you don't feel the most comfortable being the only girl
• #1 hype man
• legit
• it's the same the other way around dw
• y'all are so supportive,,
• ok now Ukyo
• awkward boi
• you & him don't have a lot of moments together
• which is ok, considering the group has quite a large number of members
• but the two of you have debates every once in a while
• your ship with him is admittedly a huge black horse ship in the fandom
• the two of you help one another with work occasionally too
• you envy his vocal ability
• i mean, who wouldn't
• "you guys need to check out Ukyo's new cover of 'Señorita,' it's so good~"
• now for the baby trio~!
• Mako
• another awkward boi
• you like to tease him the most
• because he has the best reactions
• "hey, mako, act cute for the granny's out there"
• he proceeds to threaten you with his microphone
• the two of you have more moments as a duo, simply because you feel an odd sense of comfort around the younger boy
• he is often caught rolling his eyes at you
• but again, all in good fun
• he helps you with singing
• because he knows you rlly want to sing more
• and you help him a lil with dancing in return
• but not much cus he's already pretty much a good dancer already
• he's pretty much the golden member
• Ren~!
• the two of you are definition of mother & son
• you take care of him very well
• he's a good dancer
• but he trips a lot
• you're always the one holding him back in the midst of a performance
• he definitely expresses his gratefulness for you the most
• "what's y/n like to me? hmm, mother? yes, mother, she takes such good care of me—of all of us! she's the best~"
• always makes you blush becus he compliments you a lot
• cute relationship overall
• finally, baby Hayato 🥺
• you take care of him the most because he was so young at the time you all started in the music industry
• always making sure he's eaten
• if he's rested enough
• he grew up well tho
• almost too well
• by the time Muse blew up
• so did Hayato's puberty
• the baby fat was just
• gone
• and you were shook
• but proud
• and emotional
• all at the same time
• omg, baby's grown up
• "I always looked to Y/N when deciding how to perform better"
• your heartu
• he looks up to you so much
• and you're like
• "i dont deserve it bt thank youuu"
• all in all, living with boys can be quite hectic
• you have your own room at the dorms, but it's still hard to keep your privacy
• the babies of the group are somehow always in your room
• it gets stressful sometimes
• because there are certain things you can't speak comfortably with them about
• mostly because you're a private person
• and they're a complete opposite gender
• but they're sweet
• and they're trying their best
• you love them a lot
• you hope to continue to rock the world with your music
• it's now almost your 10th anniversary as a group
• and there are way more co-ed groups now
• but you've sort of become an icon for the concept
• you've become "Nation's Aphrodite"
• you have a lot of fans man
• and you're thankful for the recognition
• the boys have grown so much
• and so have you
• your bond has continued to be strong
• despite branching out a bit to do solo jobs
• you all are a big family
• yeah,,