Headcanon: Being the Only Girl in an Idol Group (Male!Aqours)

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A/N: So,, this is kinda the sequel to the previous headcanon I did—this one's in the same universe as the other one.  This is a Idol!AU in which the Love Live characters are not school idols—just plain idols.

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• ever since you were a child
• you were a big fan of Muse
• like rlly big
• you had all the merch
• knew all the dances
• knew all the songs
• you attended all the concerts
• had hardcore ships
• the basic works
• your fav song was & still is Aphrodite
• so,,
• naturally, you auditioned for Snowflake Entertainment
• with Aphrodite
• and somehow
• got in
• yay
• you were around 10 at the time
• yes, very very young
• they said you had the right look
• the dancing part could use some work tho
• well
• whatever that meant
• its ok cs YAY you were gnna be an idol
• fast forward five yrs later
• you're 15
• and you've certainly grown
• A LOT
• like ur about 5'8-5'9ish
• and it's a disaster
• you know that myth about tall people having two left feet
• for you, this is no myth
• it's gotten to the point where the trainers are like
• "jst be a model"
• and ur like "nO I WANT TO PERFORM"
• and then trip over yourself the next minute
• ok so maybe it's not THAT bad
• you can dance its just
• a little more difficult for you
• cus you just keep growing
• and you're not used to it
• when you feel extra discouraged you go online and watch Muse videos to remind yourself why you joined the company in the first place
• at this point in time, Muse is well into their music career (about 7 years so present year is around 2017)
• you find yourself connecting especially with the sole female member, (let's call her Sumi for the sake of the headcanon) Sumi
• she's so sexy and cool and so great at dancing
• while you have been told that you have a naturally sexy, chic look
• your personality is too naïve and goofy and loud
• you hope that you somehow grow into being more mature like Sumi
• (you dont-)
• your goals may be up there but hey
• at least you have goals
• so you continue to go through the motions
• until one day
• your company has requested you into a new project
• and you're excited because it's a co-ed group like Muse!
• it's called the "Aqua Project" and you're SUPER PUMPED
• that is, until you have to meet the other members
• yes, you were told beforehand that you'd be the only female member
• (just like Sumi-san YES-)
• but the reality hadn't hit you until now
• becuz
• you've never rlly had friends??
• like,, you became a trainee at a very young age
• and had to do homeschool cuz of it
• you mostly hung out with your cousins and stuff
• yknow family members
• not to mention, you were an only child
• you realize then that, of the five years at the company, you hadn't made a single friend
• unless the trainers counted
• you were too focused on becoming an idol that
• you kinda forgot to socialize
• whoops-
• so the first impression you gave off was rlly standoffish
• the boys (did you mention there was nine—omg you feel like Muse HOW COOL IS THAT—) all thought you were stone-cold
• not to mention, you were so tall??
• you were taller than only a couple of them but your stance was INTIMIDATING
• thus came the nickname "Ice Princess"
• which you immediately hated
• but you couldnt say anything cuz you were so shY
• it took you a whole week to even say anything
• and when you did
• omg the REACTION
• "YOU CAN TALK? omg she sounds so cute—rikuo, doesn't she sound CUTE?"
"dont be so blunt chikato"
• Chikato Takami, designated leader of ur little group, was the first to speak to you
• he's the one who rlly pushed you out of your shell
• so you were able to get comfortable with the others in a month's time
• you find yourself becoming especially close with the gag trio—which consisted of chikato and two others, Yoshito "Yohane" Tsushima and Mario Ohara
• the gag trio becomes a quartet
• with you as the baby
• did you mention that you were the youngest?
• everyone was blown away
• ANYWAYS
• enough about trainee period
• a year of practice is all it took
• until your group's debut on January 7th, 2018
• with the single "Wave"
• your group was called "Aqours"
• your main concept was basically "Atlantis"-esque type of stuff
• like y'all were basically mermen and mermaid
• underwater stuff bro
• and honestlyyy
• y'all did ok in the beginning
• but the comebacks afterwards didn't do very well
• A LOT of people were comparing yall to Muse
• while it was true that there were other co-ed groups
• none had the "lone female member" like yall did
• but before we get deeper into that shtuff
• membersss
• Mario Ohara: oldest (19 going on 20 at the time of debut), main rapper, visual
• Daiki Kurosawa (stage name: Dia): main vocalist
• Kanon Matsuura: main dancer
• Yousuke (stage name: You) Watanabe: main dancer, lead rapper, vocalist
• Chikato (stage name: Chika) Takami: lead vocalist, center
• Rikuo Sakurauchi: main vocalist, lyricist, composer, visual
• Yoshito (stage name: Yohane) Tsushima: lead rapper, lead vocalist, lead dancer, face of the group
• Rui Kurosawa: lead dancer, vocalist
• Harunobu Kunikida: lead vocalist, visual
• you: youngest (15 going on 16 at the time of debut), lead vocalist, lead rapper, visual
• ok so now that that's been established
• your debut year was ROUGH
• like, to the point where the company was thinking about starting over again fresh
• yknow taking some members out, putting them on another project with new concepts
• but yall were like nO
• we kinda fam fam now
• but it was still hard
• people jst kinda found a lot of things to shit on
• becus the industry was a lot different than it was back when Muse debuted in 2010
• the dances, vocals, raps were all more demanding
• and yall were apparently "too extra"
• you probably got the most shit tho
• it was a trend to say that you were stuckup and immature
• bt this was because you had a hard time expressing yourself on camera and in front of so many faces
• even so
• if it wasnt ur "bitchy" personality, it was your talent
• comments were made about how u were jst a pretty face
• if you weren't insecure already you were NOW
• and at such a young age too
• you're glad for your nine big bros tho
• the boys supported you a lot
• after all, they were experiencing it too
• if anything, all this hardship brought you CLOSER
• the next year brings less hate
• ppl jst kinda forget about yall??
• so it's kind of a double edged sword
• uuuunnntiiiillll
• all of a sudden
• during the summer of 2019
• yall release this album FULL of bops
• that jst
• SENDS
• the album's called "Summer Love" pretty much self explanatory
• title tracks called "Aquarium"
• and it jst
• IT DOES SO WELL
• it overwhelms all of you
• after all that hate and hardship
• after being told so many time to give up
• after everything
• people are finally seeing you guys as a group
• finally seeing YOU as an idol
• the night yall realize this
• the dorm overflows with tears
• especially from your tears
• cue mario squishing your cheeks and cooing "ara~ our cute baby's so emotional~!"
"*sniffs* I—I'm NOT"
• yall get so much attention
• and it's so deserved
• there's still the occasional hate comments
• bt the love just overtakes all of it so
• you guys become phenomenal in your own right
• nowww onto the fun stuff
• immediately, you are branded as the "Baby Model"
• it's a silly ass nickname
• but you honestly like it
• secretly
• you're admired for ur piercing/cold visuals and height
• you're admired even more for your extra ass personality
• many MANY people ship you and chikato
• becuz they notice how much the two of you are so comfy with one another
• and you are so public about how he was ur first friend and uwu
• the fans love it
• skinship is real with yall
• sooo many fan videos of closeups of little kisses on the cheeks from him
• you're doted on so much by him
• and by all the others basically
• the oldies line (mario, daiki, kanon) are your designated fathers
• silly dad mario
• cold dad daiki
• cool dad kanon
• honestly,, these three are thirsted for by the fandom
• it's so funny cus you yourself know that whatever sexy image they have outside is SO not true in the dorms
• mario's a literal devil
• he ALWAYS pulls jokes on ur oblivious ass
• you've cried on several occasions
• and dia's always there to scold him
• but he also kinda wants to laugh
• cuz how tf did you fall for that??
• daiki is a special case
• he's rarely clingy but
• he gets a big kick out of being called senpai
• it's so funny
• you mess with him soooo much
• it's not fair cuz he takes ur side when it comes to mar
• but it's too funny to pass up
• he literally buys you & the other young members ANYTHING as long as u say senpai
• you reveal this on a talk show and he jst
• GLARES
• "how dare u"
• oh well
• kanon
• you may or may not have had a crush on him in the beginning
• like HOW CAN YOU NOT?
• he's so nice to u
• he hugs you all the time 🥺
• he has a HUGE soft spot for u
• tries to understand ur girl problems
• lol
• yousuke was pretty awkward with u in the beginning
• cus you and chika were so close
• and chika was kinda his best friend too so
• it was difficult
• but after the horrid 2018 year
• yall found solace in one another
• cus he was one of the more trashed on members back then
• so y'all besties now yay
• he's kinda jealous of ur height tho
• yall the same height bt damn
• why tf do ya gotta be so tall??
• he's also jealous of ur charisma
• like can HE HAVE SOME?
• bt he doesn't know u feel the same exact way about him
• yall admit this to each other during one of ur group's programs called "Aqua Days"
• and after that
• ur jst the group's power couple
• YouY/N is the TOP ship
• sooo many fanfics lmaoo
• no bt rlly, you two become hella close
• and have a lot of interactions
• yayy
• you and rikuo have gotten along since the beginning
• yall dont have any dramatic situation that brought you into a big relation like the others
• yall are jst chill and vibing with one another
• he's often stated as your "favorite older brother"
• lmao when the other members found out about this they were MAD
• tried to bribe your love
• but you stand by rikuo
• who is so blushy and flattered like
• he buys you the most shit aside from daiki
• now for the baby line
• who are all shorter than you uwu
• yoshito is your PARTNER IN CRIME YA HEAR
• yall are the crack babies of the gag quartet
• you two are always so unintentionally funny and oblivious its too much-
• the group and the company never lets you two travel by yourselves
• because that one time you went to shop alone together
• yall got lost
• like WTTHHHHH
• ITS JUST THE SUPERMARKET ONE BLOCK AWAY HOW??
• bt anyway yeah
• yall are the only ones who laugh at each other's lame ass jokes
• like true friends
• you and rui connect on an outer-worldly level
• yall are the shyest when meeting your superiors
• even tho you both LOVE idols YOU JST CANT TALK TO THEM OK
• too precious for this world
• many people mistake him to be younger but rui's a WHOLE year older than you
• one of the black horse ships in the fandom
• finallyyy,,
• baby Harunobu
• ok this
• you two are the same age
• and people always get shocked when they hear it
• he's jst a LITTLE older than u bt people are like BUT SHE LOOKS SO MUCH OLDER AND BIGGER-
• and you're both like "\(0-0)/"
• you two are babied the most by far
• cuz honestly you two ARE babies
• fans are waiting on haru's glo-up
• wanna see if he'll overtake you for your "Ice Princess" image
• but that never rlly happens
• which is fine
• we love our smoll, innocent, non-tech savvy little "zura" boi
• you two have a lot of cute little moments
• cus you honestly share his interest in electronics
• so when fans give you stuff
• they love your fascinated reactions
• just two cutiesss
• all in all
• you ten are vry chaotic
• bt also so fam fam :))
• the dorms are always lively
• but the boys know when not to overstep boundaries
• even mario
• you aren't the best at taking care of people but you try
• and they're thankful for it
• you love them all soooo much
• and you hope to keep performing happily with them for years to come
• it's 2020, and y'all are still riding the high wave for popularity
• your dark moments have been left behind
• and you've even met Sumi OMG
• you nearly died
• she gave you some advice
• and you were so thankful
• you've even met some other Muse members DREAM COME TRUE
• you're jst glad your dreams seem to be coming true
• you hope for a prosperous career
• as Sumi said to you
• " がんばって、アクワ!" ("Ganbatte, Aqours!") ("Good luck, Aqours!")

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