You Smile I Smile: A Katy Perry Fanfic

Chapter 28

Katy's POV: -

We were at the after party and I was with Miley. We sat near the bar with our drinks in our hands and I was basically ranting about what I was going through. "This is the worst thing ever," I started. "I never knew she would move on in absolutely no time, I mean obviously it's been three months but I still love her so much. Look at her dancing with her friends. Look at all those smiles and look at me, I'm here sitting all alone ranting about Sally with you," I looked at Sally with her friends and Lauren. Sally looked like she was forcing herself to get into it and tried to look happy but I knew deep down inside she wasn't. "Look girl, I know you love Sally and all that stuff but don't you think you guys should talk? Like look at her, what even is she doing? It's all clear, she is not having fun she's just forcing herself to be happy," she said. "I don't know... will she want to talk to me? Will I be able to face her after breaking her heart? I guess I deserve this. I guess she deserves to be happy. She'll never come back, Miley," I said. "How do you know? Look at that girl from that band she's all over your girl-" "She's not my girl anymore," I interrupted. "She still is, you just don't see it," she said. "I guess I should let it go, she's happier and I have to live with it," I said breathing out loudly. "Aw no girl you'll be fine," she said rubbing my back. I had been through many heartbreaks but this one was just different. Sally was different and my love for her was different. I just sat there numb, I wanted to cry but I had cried way too much already. I couldn't stop rewinding what had happened in the washroom. I was angry and frustrated. Angry with myself for letting Sally go and frustrated because I didn't know what to do.
"Yo Katy, let's dance?" Riff Raff said loudly making me jump. Ugh he's here again. I was so frustrated and jealous that I felt the need to tell Sally that I was fine without her even though that was utter shit but being my foolish self I allowed myself to be the rapper's company. I took his hand and pulled us to the dancing area. The rapper as usual looked at my ass and boobs all this time and obviously I allowed him to touch me. I was quite drunk so I was partially conscious. Sally and everyone danced not very far away and I could feel Sally's brown eyes staring at me as I grinded on Riff Raff. I smirked at the fact that I was successful in catching her attention. The only thing I had to do next was make her feel the burning inside, the rage and jealousy that I was going through all this time. I felt like I was turning evil but I don't know why I felt the need to do that. That would never get me Sally back. My eyes became watery, as Riff Raff got even closer and touched my waist as we danced but I went with the flow.

Sally's POV: -

After what had happened a few hours ago, I felt the need to get the tension and guilt out of me. I decided to force myself to party when in reality the only thing I wanted was Katy. I wanted to be with her, talk to her, party with her but I couldn't help it. I didn't know where she was until I saw her grinding on that rapper. I had a weird feeling in my stomach when I saw the two of them so close. That man was literally all over Katy and I wanted to punch him so badly. Even though I had done something even worse but I knew that I wanted Katy.
"Hey babe," I heard Lauren say and she moved towards me leaning in for a kiss but I moved my lips. "Hey," I said as she a drunk Lauren looked at me with those mesmerizing green eyes. Her eyes were hypnotizing but nothing could match Katy's diamond like blue ones. I turned to make sure that man wasn't doing something wrong with Katy but I could see no one. I looked more carefully but they were actually gone. "I'll be right back," I said as I pushed Lauren gently not hurting her but breaking her grip. "Where are you going?" she said in her drunken tone but I ignored it and started moving.
Soon I was out of the dance area after looking for her almost everywhere there. I looked from left to right but there was no one except for a few guards. I then noticed small rooms and started moving towards them nervously. My heart was beating faster than ever at the thought of what might me happening. "No Sally, don't worry, Katy's not going to do that," I said to myself as I ran towards the rooms.
There were like four rooms and I started knocking and checking from the first one. I opened the door of room one slowly and peeked inside but nobody was there. I moved to the second room and suddenly heard Katy's voice from the third room. "No, Move! Get away from me," I heard her weak but loud voice say and my heart skipped a beat. I was in shock and I was panicking. The door was locked and I didn't know what to do. I was trying to think of something frantically. When I could arrive to absolutely no idea, I decided to take immediate action and started banging the door really hard. The sound of Katy's voice stopped but I didn't stop banging. "Who is it?" I heard the man shout but I didn't stop. My hands were sore but I was too worried. I heard the man walking towards the door. When I heard the lock open I rushed into the room and saw a half naked Katy, with her dress lifted up and the scary looking man shirtless. "WHAT THE F-" he shouted as I started punching him till he fell to the ground. "Sally?" Katy said in a less drunken tone. "STOP! STOP! STOP!" the man shouted as his nose started bleeding and he pushed me away. He covered his nose and cried, "OW!" I took Katy's hand in mine and made her adjust her dress as the man still lay on the ground in pain. "Stay away from her," I said firmly and pulled Katy outside the room. Her wrist was in my hand and I pulled her to a safer place feeling relieved after taking out all my anger on that man. "Why are you doing this?" Katy said in anger but I didn't reply. What would I say? I myself did not know why I was doing that but I couldn't tell her that I still loved her because I knew that saying that would not help at all. I kept pulling her and she moved without any resistance. "WHY?" She shouted making me jump and pulled her hand back firmly. I turned back and looked at her glassy blue eyes. I did not know how to react. "SALLY SAY SOMETHING," she shouted again but I remained numb trying to think of an answer but I had no answer. "Because..." I said in a low voice. Katy was still in anger, her eyes were glassy and red and her face was red. She looked at me with too much anger in her beautiful ocean eyes. "WHAT?" she shouted again and I let it out, "because I still love you," I said in a low but firm voice looking right into her eyes. "Oh really? Then why would you make out with another girl if you still loved me?" she said in a lower but still angry voice. She stared into my eyes for a few seconds and when I had absolutely nothing to say she sadly laughed and started walking away. I held her hand and made her stop. "Leave my hand," she said firmly but I did not listen. I didn't know why I was doing this but I was going to listen to my heart this time. "No," I said. I understood that she was crying as she hid her face. I pulled her closer and enclosed her in my arms. Her weak protest was of no use. I was strong enough to resist her push. She started crying even harder and her protest kept getting weaker and weaker. My eyes were glassy and a tear fell down as I felt her melt in my arms once again. "Why?" she said as she cried. "Katy," I said keeping her in my arms. "That was nothing," I said. I didn't know what it was either. That kiss happened so suddenly. I was in the washroom to feel better after seeing Katy and I was trying to prepare myself in front of the mirror but Lauren entered and kissed me. Everything was so sudden that I had no answer for Katy's question. She pulled her face to face me and looked straight into my eyes. Her eyes were sadder than ever. Tears dropped from her eyes but she stayed in my arms. "I love you," I said with full feeling. "No, you don't," she said. "That kiss was just a sudden incident, Katy. Lauren has been a great friend of mine ever since we broke up and I stopped drinking. She helped me get through shit. She has always liked me that way but for me she's always been nothing more than a friend. That kiss was nothing," I said as my voice cracked. "What was that kiss then?" she asked with sadness filling her eyes again. "I don't know, I went to the washroom to feel better after seeing you on stage and she entered and suddenly crashed her lips with mine, I don't know, Katy," I said as I started to break down at the fact that Katy was never going to come back to me. My heart ached as I watched the love of my life standing right in front of me but I was too helpless. I just wanted her back. We just stood in front of each other staring into each other's sad eyes. "SALLY?" I heard Kim shouting my name. "COMING!" I shouted back trying to hide my pain. I looked back at Katy and softly whispered, "I will always love you," and walked away. As I walked towards the party area, her hand held my left wrist and she pulled me towards her. "You're not going anywhere," she said as she leaned in for a kiss. She sucked deeply on my lower lip and it took me a few seconds to realize what was happening. I took her waist and pulled her closer to myself and kissed back tightly. A tear drooped from my eyes and she cupped my cheek wiping it with her left thumb. She pulled out and we rested our heads against each other and smiled. "I missed you," Katy said as we panted heavily. I pulled her tightly again and kissed her deeply giving her the reply. We smiled breaking our kiss. Her blue eyes turned sparkly again, current flowed through our bodies, and our souls felt alive again. I started crying again as I hugged her tightly. "Hey, don't," she cooed as she rubbed my back and kissed my head making me feel the warmth and love that I had been craving all this time. "I hate you," I said as I cried a little harder at the fact that she was back and my wounds were healing now. I gently pushed her breaking our hug but she pulled me again looking straight into my eyes that felt like they had a shimmer now. "Can we start again?" she asked with the hope that I would say yes. I nodded cutely and melted in her arms again. We stayed there in each other's arms for some time appreciating each other's presence. She faced me and pecked my lips once more, held my hand and pulled me towards the party area.
As we reached the party area, I walked towards Kim with Katy's hand in mine. "Hey where were you- wait who's hand are yo- Katy?! You guys are back together?! Oh my god this is the best freaking night ever! I'm so happy! I knew it!" she shouted as Katy hugged me from behind. Kim's shout caught Kendall and Kylie's attention and they screamed when I nodded making it official that Katy and I were back. Kendall hugged me and I could hear a "I told you," in my ears. Kylie hugged Katy and said, "Glad you're back, but dare to hurt her again," she said making me punch her arm lightly, "I know I know, it won't happen ever again," Katy said with an assuring smile. "Babe, oh," Lauren walked towards me but stopped when she saw Katy's hand in mine. "Hey, I wanted to talk," I said and she nodded. "I'll be right back," I told Katy and she nodded. I walked towards Lauren and started, "Look Lauren, I'm grateful for everything you've ever done for me and I promise that you're such an awesome friend and will always be one but I just belong to only one person. I love you but as a friend I hope you understand," I said with a smile holding her hands in mine. She listened and nodded. "I get it, I'm really happy for you, all the best with her. And yes we will always remain really good friends. You mean a lot to me, I love you," she said hugging me. I smiled back and moved back to Katy. I saw her dancing with Kendall and I slowly moved towards her. I hugged her from behind making her smile and we danced together.
Later, after the party, we left together with our fingers entwined not caring about the media and all those cameramen around us bombarding us with questions. I told the sisters that I would see them later and left with Katy for her house where we spent the night together. We didn't have sex. We were starting from the beginning. We lay closely playing with each other's fingers and feeling each other's presence. We talked some times but we mostly just stayed there showing that we were there for each other and that we were never leaving. I belonged to her and she belonged to me. Forever.