They say that losing your virginity changes you. They say that it changes the way people look at you. They say that you start to shine from the inside out.
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When I woke up the next morning pressed against Tae, our fingers were still linked. The sheets and blanket were spread all messy over the bed and were covering only Tae's lower body. I kissed his cheek and let my fingers run softly over his bare chest. Tae groaned with his deep voice, but he kept his eyes kept. I kissed his mouth just to see his eyes fluttered open.
"Good morning, love", I whispered. Tae closed his eyes again and smiled his boxy smile that I love so much. "Good morning, bun", he answered. "Bun?", I asked, "Bun? Why bun?". "Because you are my Honey Bun'", Tae chuckled. He opened his eyes once more and stretched his body, just to roll back on one side and lacing his arms around my waist.
I cuddled up against him. "Don't you want to have breakfast?", I asked Tae, "I smell something delicious coming from the kitchen". I freed his left arm from the embrace and softly kissed the tip of his little finger. "Mmmh", came out his reply. "Five more minutes", he begged. I smiled at him, pulled the blanket over us, hiding us like this from the morning rays that entered through the window, and then, sheltered from the outside world, I leaned in to kiss Tae deeply.
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At least, we were not the last ones to sit down at the breakfast table. When we arrived, Namjoon hyung and Jin hyung had prepared some fluffy pancakes and Hobi hyung had prepared the table. Jimin was sitting on a chair, flipping through some cookbook called "Mas I Issnun Ilshik" ("Delicious Japanese Cooking"). Apparently, the hyungs had been inspired by this work for today's breakfast. Just as if Jin hyung had read my mind, he turned around and nodded at both of us. "I thought I would try out something new". "It smells heavenly", I said while Tae clapped his hands cheerfully.
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"Is Suga hyung still sleeping?", Tae inquired. Joon and Hobi both shrugged but Jimin was fast to deliver an answer. "He worked late last night. He was writing some lyrics for his mixtape. Sounds pretty dope if you ask me". "Dope?!", Namjoon hyung muttered to himself. "Yes, he was always a fast rapper, but he has improved sooo much these last few months. He has become even more fluid and the lyrics are also kind of deep", Jimin added.
"You seem pretty well informed, Jimin", I noticed. "Ah...", he answered and faced away, " You know... I have been helping him lately. Not with the writing of course", he made a hand gesture to underline his words, "but I am listening to his ideas, and we talk. Yeah... that's what we do. We talk." I could not help to see that his cheeks had turned a light shade of pink. How curious I thought; Jimin usually does not get flustered. He usually prefers to put other people in embarrassing situations and then to tease them about their reactions. Therefor seeing him shy like this made me wonder if maybe...
