Fuck being human :Blue exorcist/Tokyo ghoul [editing]

What about me~ 26

Rins pov
[punching]

I felt someone's fist collide with my face as I sat tied down to a chair

[chuckles]
[spits]

"You're a freak. who the hell do you think you are arima should of just killed you that day" I heard a man snarl

"He really should have" I laughed

[punches]

"Punch me all you want I did what I did" I laughed and tilted my head back

[door opens]

"Investigator Mado" I heard when they finally took off the blindfold

"Eh?" I asked when I felt another fist collide with my face

"Rule number one...you're not supposed to harm any civilians or anyone of CCG," Mado said and punched me again

"I already know what I did" I snarled as she punched me again

"How did the questioning go?" Mado said

"So that's what you guys called questioning? Punching me and calling me a freak? Jeez and you say I'm a monster" I smirked when Mado grabbed my hair and jerked it back

"What the hell is wrong with you" she snarled at me

"What defending myself is wrong now?" I laughed

"You guys can leave now I'll Handel the questioning since you can't do your job," Mado said

"Y-yes ma'am," they said and ran out

"I miss kaneki," I said when she punched the side of my face again

"He's not here anymore rin...you need to let go," Mado said when I closed my eyes remembering our kiss yesterday before he went berserk

"He is...he has to be," I said

"Except it was haise...and you know that," Mado said and kicked me in the stomach

[coughing]

"Kaneki was in and out" I laughed "still counts" I winked

"Tch" Mado snarled

"You put yours and haise's life at risk...if my men hadn't handled it the way they did...haise could already be dead" she said when my eyes widened as I snarled

"What happened to haise?" I asked

"It was just a tranquilizer" Mado answered

"It was like seeing that night all over again you know...I couldn't do anything" I said as he leaned back against the chair

"You aren't supposed to" mado replied

"Would it have been any different if they were trying to attack someone you love" I raised an eyebrow "I can't Handel losing him again...then I might actually be a threat"