Falling In Love To A Womanizer | Ongoing

CHAPTER 27

"Anong pinag-usapan niyo at napakaseryoso niyo naman yata kanina bakla? "- tanong ni Ry.

"Sinabi niya na magkaibigan sila ni Anthon noon."- sagot ko.

"What?"

"Sinabi niya na magkaibigan sila noon."

"Bakla ka, narinig ko."

"Eh sabi mo what? Akala ko hindi mo narinig. "- inosente kong sagot, sinimangutan naman nila ako.

"Bakit nga?"

"Anong bakit nga? Bakit magkaibigan sila? Hindi ko alam, paki tanong nalang si Drew. "- sagot ko habang ginagawa ang trabaho ko.

"Baliw ka. Paano ba kasi nangyari?"-sabat ni Jessie.

"Hindi ko nga alam ok, ang sabi sakin magkaibigan daw sila noon."- napabuntong hininga ako.

"Oh sige e kwento mo nalang samin kung anong sinabi niya, jusko ka dae. Hindi maintindihan mygod!"- maarteng sabi ni Jessie. Natawa naman ako, alam ko namang nagpapakwento lang sila ayaw pang sabihin ng diretso at may pa bakit, bakit pa tsk. Ikinwento ko sa kanila ang sinabi ni Drew maliban sa nauna niyang sinabi. Hindi ko yata kayang malaman ng mga bakla iyon dahil nasisiguro kong aasarin lamang nila kami.

"Ayy ganon, gaano ba kaganda iyong babaeng yon at nag-aagawan ang dalawang fafa?"- biglang sabi ni Ry.

"Ewan ko, hindi ko nakita at hindi ko kilala."- sagot ko.

"Malamang dae! Ano ka ba!"- nakasimangot niyang sabi.  Natahimik naman kami pagkatapos non.

"Ahh miss, pwede bang color Skyblue nalang iyong highlight?" - tanong ng customer.

"Opo, pwedeng pwede ho ma'am."- nakangiti kong sagot.

"Great."- sagot nito.

Ilang sandali lang ay nagsalita naman iyong isa."Zaf, may tanong ako."

"Ano yon?"- sagot ng babaeng nagtanong sakin kanina.

"May nabasa kasi ako dito sa phone ko. It's like they're debating about premarital sex. If I will ask you, do you agree with premarital sex?"

"No. Ofcourse, I won't agree. I may looks liberated but I never had sex with anyone. Duh, I maybe flirt sometimes but I know my limits."- sagot niya. Bahagya naman akong natigilan ngunit agad din akong natauhan.

"Why?"

"You mean, I need to explain my side?" - tanong niya, tumango naman iyong isa.

"Well, it's because saving yourself is like saving your dignity and purity."-sagot niya. Napalunok naman ako. Damn, why do I feel something off about their topic? "Premarital sex is known as two people having sex before marriage and that is I don't want to happen, Chrystal. I want to preserve myself. I don't care if they said that I am still living and believing the way they used to before decades ago where people is more conservative and naive when it comes to sex and prefer being preserve after marriage. It's called self- preservation and appreciate values and morality and there's no wrong about that."-dagdag niya. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Nakikinig lamang ako pero bakit naaapektuhan ako. I should've thought about it before.

"Yeah I agree with you. Damn, people maybe won't believe what we are saying, you know society will judge you easily."- sagot ng isa pa.

"True, Jewel."

"Well, as time passes by, the mindset and values of people change constantly especially nowadays where we live in a society oversaturated with sex.   Shows, movies, books and novels allow someone to open up their mind and be open minded with that topic and mostly do it anyway out of curiosity, even minor that results to early pregnancy that will force them to deal with something they're not ready and did it for pleasure."- sabi ng nagtanong. Napalunok ako, paano nga ba kung mabuntis ako? No, it won't happen. But.... it is not impossible. Shit!

"For pleasure? Tsk, there is a great pleasure you'll feel when you save yourself to the man who deserve it, Chrystal. Abstaining sex means you have a full control of your sexual desires and can able to choose to start a family with the right person at the right time. Its about saving yourself for the right person: the person you love and the person who love you."- sabi ni Zaf. Tama, but it turns out that I don't have a full control of my sexual desire. I let him took me. Pakiramdam ko ay nandidiri ako sa sarili ko. Kung tutuusin ay mas desente akong manamit at umakto kaysa sa mga Ito ngunit kung magsalita sila ay parang napakaayos nilang babae kumpara sa akin.

"Premarital sex is about lust over love because I do believe love can wait but lust cannot."-sabi ni Jewel. Yong mga bakla naman ay nakikinig lang. "You know, when you love someone you are willing to wait for the right time."- nakangiti nitong sabi. Napayuko naman ako. I understand everything that they said and it made me realize how wrong I was for giving myself to the person who doesn't love me.

"Nako madam, naiintindihan ko ang point niyo. Syempre babae kayo ano, pero samin? Duh as if we allowed to get married."- natatawang sabi ni Ry dahilan upang matawa silang tatlo. "And mygod, we can't get pregnant for pete's sake!"- dagdag niya. Napailing naman ako.

"But you know..."- sabat ni RJ. Nakabalik na pala siya.

"What? Anong kasarian ng anak mo?" - natatawa ko tanong.

"Bakla rin BWAHAHAHA."- sagot niya. Abnormal. "Seriously, premarital sex has been a common thing in a relationship nowadays."- Sabi niya.

"Yeah, I agree. I usually heard a lot rumors and issues regarding that. That is when they broke up because the girl can't give her self to her boyfriend and later on the boy has a relationship with another girl who can give what he needs."- sagot ni Chrystal.

"That is a nonsense reasoning.  Hiniwalayan kasi hindi maibigay ang pangangailangan ng katawan nila? Abay pagmamahal ba yon?"- sabi ng isa.

"Having sex makes them understand each other sexually. It helps them to determine whether their partner has sexual issue or inability of climax that can't satisfy their desires or can't provide and bare childrens."- sabi ni RJ. Napasimangot naman ang mga customer namin.

"But preserving yourself is much better than having sex before marriage."- sagot ng customer ko. Si Zaf. " I prefer having sex after marriage because no matter what the problem or issues regarding sexual ability, when two people love each other very much they will surely love making love at each other without minding what's missing. Loving and marrying your partner means accepting their imperfection even to those you don't know yet."- dagdag niya. "I still believe that having sex before marriage is immoral and should not be encouraged because I have a word and that is "I'm saving myself until marriage"."- nakangiti niyang sabi. "Saving yourself is something we can be proud of to our future husband and it can be an honour for them."- sagot niya at tsaka tumayo."Thank you so much Miss. I look so fresh, you're amazing."- Sabi niya sa akin.

"You're welcome ma'am. Please come again."- sagot ko.

"Ofcourse we will."- sagot niya at tsaka pumuntang counter para magbayad.

"Anong nangyari sayo at tahimik ka diyan bakla? Hindi maka relate?"- intrigang tanong ni Jessie.

"Nag-iisip lang."- sagot ko at pumunta sa inuupuan ko kanina. Umupo ako at pumikit.

"Ay anong drama yan?"- tanong niya ulit.

"Wag mo akong pakialaman."- sagot ko.

"Luh ka! Umaarte ka ngayon ahh! Baklang to, mabaliw ka sana diyan che!"- sigaw niya, napangiti naman ako. Parang sasabog ang ulo ko. Ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko, nakakaliyo.

To be continued,

A/N: Special thanks to my internet friends who allowed me to used their names. Zaf, Chrystal and Jewel, I love you! Hope you're doing fine. Please take care always!