Never wished for you (Camren & Norminah)

Chapter 41: easy

As they stayed wrapped in each other arm both fully awake lost in their imagination, the light of the sun started coming through the tainted glass of the Tesla, making them realise it's already morning

"Good morning " said Lauren kissing Camila's head which Camila answered by giving her a light smile still lost in their blissful moment

While Lauren looked at camila still hoping this to be real and not a dream

As Lauren tried to move as Camila was on her the whole night and now the pain was starting to kick in but Camila stopped

"Don't move I like listening to your heart beats "  said Camila turning her body a little pressing exactly where Lauren was hurting making her whimper a little with pain

"Are you ok?" Asked Camila clearly seeing the discomfort in Lauren's face, which Lauren tried to dismiss it however it was pretty clear so Camila got up and saw Lauren stomach all bruised up

"What the heck LAUREN " yelled Camila looking at Laurens stomach

"What did you do?" Asked camila examinating the effected area

"I fell from the motorbike" replied Lauren casually sitting up

"We should go the doctor, why didn't you tell me earlier " said camila looking at Lauren, who on the other hand was smirking at her

"Well Mrs you never me the chance " replied the newly nor vergine winking at camila who just shook her head amused.

"Can you please give my clothes back?" Asked Lauren

"I- yeah but can you please pass my clothes first " Asked a little embarrassed, however Lauren nodded a gave her what she asked for

"Can you please close your eyes? " at this point Lauren was confused

"Why?" Lauren didn't actually saw any reason but camila had plenty

Yes they made love to each other however it was dark so Lauren didn't see the stretch marks on camila, and now that is nearly morning all camila's insecurities were kicking inn

"I- I the stretch marks " usually camila lies but this time she felt like saying the truth, all her insecurities were there but with Lauren it felt like she could share her real feelings and not feel judge about it.

"I gained a lot of wait and now I have stretch marks and it's feels so weird, I've always been skinny which why I feel so uncomfortable. I look myself in the mirror and I don't even recognise myself anymore, moreover I feel if someone saw it they'll feel disgusted " with the newly confessione Lauren just smiled and asked "do you trust me?" Camila nodded unconsciously

Lauren gently lyed camila back and kissed her for head, slowly taking away the shirt while nibbling on camilas neck.

"You" said Lauren kissing camila's lips

"Are" she said moving a little lower between camila's chest giving a another kiss then moving towards camila's thigh kissing all stretch marks around her thigh and said

"Beautiful "

"I know whst insecurities feels camila and I know me saying this feeling won't completely vanish from your mind, however you need to know that every inch of your body is perfect to me and I don't care what others or even you think, because they don't represent who you are and most importantly how can we feel disgusted when our own mother had this growing us inside them?! Changes are normale just like acceptenc. Don't for others to give you one because the biggest acceptance should come from you "

"Everything you said is true then why are also insecure for the way you were born?"

"I am not camila, I don't care what others say but not gonna lie there are time when someone I love or care say things about my physical properties I get insecure and that's only because they are close to my heart "

"I never meant to heart you lo" said camila guilty of the last, gently touching Laurens cheek

"It's ok it's in the past now " said Lauren and camila nodded

"We should get ready "

"I TOLD YOU IT WAS BAD BAD SEEE NOW YOU CAN'T EVEN SIT " ranted camila after coming home from the hospital where they Informed her that Lauren had an internal bleeding and it was quite a miracle she was alive and energetic as she is now

"Calm down I'm not dead yet" said Lauren joking hitting camila's nerve

"Don't you dare say that again or I'll make sure to kill you myself "

"Camz that doesn't make sense"

"Well it does to me now lay down and don't move I'll come with something to eat "And just like that Camila for the first time in her life went to the kitchen actually planning to make some food

"Damn lady calm down " stressed with the video recipe she found on YouTube of how to make a soup where the Cuban lady was cooking but apparently for Camila it was to much to handle as she didn't had any idea where the ingredients were so she decided to watch a white lady recipe as the most important ingredient in there will be salt and she won't need to go crazy finding the ingredients.

Thankfully for her , Sinu saw her daughter in the kitchen looking like a mad scientist, it was a big surprise seeing her there at the end nothing impossible, however after the realisation she went there to help her daughter, who other than cutting tomatoes was murdering them respectfully

"What are you doing mija?"

"Tomato soup, why the only day I need food no maid is seen in the house?"

"I have everyone a day off, you guys normally eat outside by the why are even trying to cook"

"Because of lo, she is sick and I didn't wanted her to eat something from outside, I wanted to make something healthy but no one is here so I thought I can make it myself but didn't realise it can be so difficult " sinu at confession of her daughter smiled

"Ok mija now you listen and I'll just tell you what do " if sinu wanted she could have cooked instead of Camila but she for Lauren it wouldn't have hold same meaning if she did.

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"Wow that's actually smells good "  whispered Camila entering the room to find Lauren asleep, putting the soup on the bedside, she slowly whipped Lauren's hair away from her face and kissed her forehead

"I wish I knew the feelings I have for you Lauren, I should be feeling guilty but shamefully I don't. I am not sure what is it with you, but you make feel the happiest and I can't thank you enough for that " with a final kiss on Lauren's lips she finally woke her up

"It ok don't sit, just move a little bit so you can eat and digest well, I'll feed you" said Camila and to Lauren surprise it wasn't a dream

"Where did you buy this, is actually very good" said Lauren honestly testing the food

"Really?! Do you think I'll make you eat something from a restaurant when you are ill? I made it for you" surprised wasn't even close to what Lauren felt

"You know how to cook?"

"I don't but mom help me telling what should I do, which why it taste so good "

"Thanks for taking care of me"

"It's nothing in front of the things you did for me"
As Camila was feeding Lauren her phone rang

"It's ok answer " said Lauren but little did she know everything was about to change from there.