《 44 》My blood

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After Calvin cleaned me up.  Trent left and Calvin fell on the bed beside me.  

"You're so special Skylar,"  Calvin says my name like it's only his to say.  I feel alive as I lay here in his cozy bed.  Next to him.   I lay completely on my back.  Calvin rolls onto his side to face me.  He's grinning.  "How do you feel?" 

"good."

"Just good?"  He lowers his brows.

Something in me hurts.  Deep in my stomach like depression.  Should I just be honest?

"I don't like sharing what we have."  As I say this my eyes sting like tears are about to fall at any moment.

"I only want you."

"Oh."  I still feel hurt.  even as I gaze at Calvin all shirtless.  He's so handsome.

"Skylar."  

"Yes?"

Calvin turns me to face away from him so he can cuddle me.  My back presses into him.  I can smell his cologne. 

"I need you.  You're like my blood.  I always feel like I need you."

Somehow this hurts me more.

"Calvin,"  I say.

"You're so pretty Skylar."

I blush.

"Do you wanna just stay up and talk?"  I ask.

"I love talking to you.  I can tell Calvin's smirking.

i take a deep breath and try to relax.  I feel like what Calvin said is relateable.  He's my blood.


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