Formula 1 - Oneshots

(1 )16 weeks - Daniel Ricciardo

<Hey guys was kinda sad today so I write this >

<(Y/N) POV>

I walked into the kitchen for the hundredth time today because no matter what I ate the void was never being filled, I saw that all the treats in my house in Monaco were finished and the kitchen was a bloody mess, all the wafer packets were lying on the kitchen counter all the vessels and utensils were not washed, so I thought at least cleaning will do you some good. So I started to wash the plates and poured the dishwashing soap into a bowl and it was Friday and it was 3 O'Clock and I had taken leave from your workspace, and what the hell I thought I felt soo lonely.

Ever since  I had told Daniel I was pregnant our relationship was on the string, sure he said he was happy but he did not show it. Well I knew this would happen, we had discussed we did not want children but if you end up having too much sex you do end up becoming pregnant.

I thought if this is is how he is going to treat me through my pregnancy, it's not like he was not happy he really was, but I guess he was not really for a child and nor was I but as all the people say we'll figure it out, anyway these thoughts were disturbing my mind  I finished the vessels and I wanted to spend time with him you know when you live in a huge house with only a cat its difficult. 

Well I don't wanna pine it all on him, well I also would  be shocked 

< A rattle on the door >

Moved me out of my thoughts 

"Hey, hannah!! you there?" my Aussie cunt has returned 

"Hey Ric I am in the kitchen" I shouted back 

"Hey why are you working?" he asked in a worried voice as he made his way into the kitchen and placed his hands on my now swollen womb 

"I just wanted to get my thoughts away from the reality," I said 

"Whatever you mean love. By the way, I needed to say they I have t go to LA for the next three days that will be till Monday" he said which just irritated me soo much 

It was a no-race weekend and which means its the only time I get with him behind camera's, and lately, he made sure that he needed to go somewhere 

"Hannah hannah you there" He shook me 

"Yeah ok should I come with you??"

"I don't think it good for you to travel with the baby and all........... you know its kinda difficult........... but look on the bright side you can go to the spa or invite your friends over and have a good time it will be like I never left and I will back in no time...... Is that OK??" he said 

"Yeah sure, I have got all your clothes from the laundry and pressed and folded them  OK and your suitcase is out by our your bedside," I said like we were living a lie of a manager and client 

I WAS FUCKING IRRITATED

When you have such a great boyfriend and just because ''in a few months a human being will exit you changes'' everything maybe you start to think what if ...

Well this was my moment I was thinking about WHAT IF I could say goodbye and go back to my home in Germany, Getting a job was no problem BUT DANNY WAS THE ONLY CASUALTY 

I think I needed to stop caring about a man  who was living a lie with me 

So he did go to LA, and I started to think why would he go to LA soo frequently I wonder

Anyway I knew he was not the cheating kind, so I started to grade the papers and felt that something was wrong with my belly, I just thought the baby was moving, so I continued to grade the papers.