Formula 1 - Oneshots

(1)Never got to say goodbye - Lando Norris

this is for @lilithlilac63

Hope you like it 

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(Lilith's POV)

Well I knew he was going be mad at me but I did not know he was going to throw me out.

(A few hours ago)

"Mom you know you can convince papa to not take the job" I said running circles around the rim of the coffee glass

"Well I could but you know he will ask me why we need to stay here ..... you know he never liked it here he always wanted to go back to Germany ...."

"Well Lilith telling him that you will be staying back here for Lando he might go crazy and for what its worth I tried to make him leave the job offer so you could stay here. You know you can always comeback here for you masters"

"Thank you, ma" That's all I could say

I knew I would fucking miss Lando we had been together since we were in third grade, I had helped him with all his studies while all he would do is dream about was running into the Karting centre after classes and to tell him this, I went to his house on my way there fearing how he would react I walked down to our favourite bakery and bought him some of his favourite treats to put out the heat that had not even begun.

<At Lando's House>

"hey lil what the hell. Why are you here ??" you can expect what kind of relationship I had with him

"Will you even let me in or these chocolate cupcakes go to the trash can" I said as he grabbed the basket out of my hand

"You can come in now" I walked into his living room and sat down on the sofa

He came into the living room with the cookies stuffed into his mouth with a glass of milk in his hand, just seeing him eat like a child mad me tear up knowing in a few weeks I would not get to see that. A few tears dropped down on my cheek which caught Lando's attention

"Hey why are you crying ........... Is it because I did not give you the last cookie ??"

I stayed quiet not wanting to ruin the moment

"Hey I am soo sorry I did not know you wanted the cookie I can go and get you some now" He said getting up

"I an moving to Germany" The word tumbled out of my mouth which pierced every single memory of lando and I.

"Wait what .... Like forever"

"Yes like forever Papa has got a job which pays the bills of the house well and we can have some left for vacay" ------

"So what you stay here with me I cant believe your gonna leave me Lil all these years meant nothing"

"No wait Lando I am literally in the same time zone just a different country"

"Ya sure how easy for you to say If I fail school you will be the reason I hate you"

I scooted over and tried to hug him only to be pushed away

"You know what if you are going to be selfish and just move away I too can be selfish" He said getting up

"Lando please understand I tried my best but papa would not bend"

"You know I thought that you and I can start ravelling the world when I started my F1 career but I guess it won't be like that"

"Lando listen stop pinning this on me I'm not the one at fault ok !!"

There was an awkward silence for the next few moments

Then grabbing me by my hand and dragging me to the door

"I NEVER WANNA HEAR FROM YOU EVER AGAIN!!!" and then he shut the door on me and the thousand memories

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The next few weeks went in a haze I met up with Leclerc and Charolette and told them everything

< In a café with Leclerc>

"hey how is Lando doing on the track?"

"Well you know Lando he is transferring all his anger into wrong motivation"

"What do you mean?"

"He got into a fight with Max last week and got suspended"

"Wait what happened to Lando has he lost it"

"Lilith he need to accept the truth and handle it like a man I don't know why everyone is asking about Lando Like Max was in a goo mood that day and Lando was lucky"

"I know but I am the only one who has been with his since he was in nappies its like losing a mother"

"Wow!! You don't really get it do you"

"Get what??"

"stupid Lando is in love with you since day 1 he always has been I can't believe you don't get"

"Stop lying and how would you know" I knew he loved me But I preferred not getting a relationship with Lando because I was scared of loosing him forever if that's the way things would turn out

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<At my home>

I sat down on my bed with my notepad with boxes around my room. I always wrote letters when ever I needed to tell Lando anything which was too difficult I would write to him

<My letter to Lando>

To,

Lando 'Milkly' Norris

345/A , 2nd Avenue,

Av. De la Prte Neuve,

Monte Carlo,

Monaco.

Dear Lando,

I don't know what to say, I really want to say and I don't know why?

We have this weird energy that has started to develop around our friendship and maybe we can give it a start.

Anyway, I feel it would be of no use as you already have shut the door for me.

I wanted to say that I love you and no matter how many ever times you slam the door on me I will be right here waiting for for you

I will come back here in a year for college and then we can maybe try

You should know that I will be reaching for you from afar

Love

Much Love

Lilith

Well he did not come to the "Going-away diner that Charles and Charolette hosted But only Lando did not come but I guess I needed to move on and went and on with my life

The first few weeks in a German school were hard I would call Lando every day but after a few months I saw it was of no use and moved on in my life I could not shift back to Monaco next year but moved to Munich to finish college and yet with no contact, I would still go to every single grand Prix to see him and then it all blacked

part 2 coming up