If Love Was Forced

Chapter 16: I Was Never Yours But, I Loved You And You Didn't Love Me Back

"Were here, Mrs. Huxley."

The driver said blasting me out of my thoughts.

I stepped out of the car and my bodyguard Jorge followed me inside the hospital. Today, was my first shift after my long 1-month break.

"Good Morning, Doc. Camila." The nurses greeted and in return, I smiled at them.

I stepped inside the elevator and pressed the 6th floor.

The elevator doors opened and made my way to my clinic. When I got to my office Jorge stood outside at the side of my office.

I took my coat from my hanger and wore it. Today I had a busy day, and my shift is late today. I'm kinda glad since it's so boring at the house.

I took my chart and saw my patients for today.

Today I was wearing a white off-shoulder top and some black checkered pants. It was quite comfy and it was a windy day today in new york.

I sat down at my seat and waited for my first patient.

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"Doc, congrats. Another successful surgery." My nurse assistant said as I took off my scrubs.

"Thanks, Vivian," I said with a smile. It was midnight now, my shift ends here.

I went to the elevator and went to the 6th floor to grab my bag.

When I was done I closed the lights in my clinic and hanged my white coat. I stepped outside of the clinic and faced Jorge.

"Mrs. Huxley, Mr. Huxley said we have to go back now." He said and I nodded. 

We made our way to the ground floor and wandered to the exit. When we got to the car he opened the door for me and I sat inside the car.

Today was a successful day for me. I met this little cute boy named Frank, he was so cute and very intelligent even at a young age.

Jorge started to drive as I took out my phone from my bag when I looked at it, it said...

5 missed calls from Alejandro.

Seriously what does he want?

"Jorge, can we drive a little faster," I said to Jorge and he nodded.

I wonder why he's calling me? What does he want now?!

When we arrived at the house, rushed inside the house, and saw Railey in the kitchen she approached me and hugged me.

"Camila, your home. Why did you come so late?" She said worried and broke the hug.

"A had a late-night shift today Railey. Also, where's Alejandro? he had been calling me but I couldn't answer since I was busy." I asked.

"Mr. Huxley is at his office." She said and I thanked her and gave her my bag so she could put it upstairs.

I strolled upstairs and walked around the halls until I found his office.

I knocked 2 times and suddenly I heard his voice.

"Come in." A cold, husky voice said.

I opened the door with shaky hands and walked inside.

I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw Alejandro on the couch sitting. He looks pissed. What's wrong with him?

"Where were you?!" He asked and stood up as I closed the door behind me.

Where was I?! Is he asking me this right now?! Since when did he care?!

"Why do you care?" I asked with curiosity and anger.

"Answer my questions, Camila. Where were you!?" he said in a dangerous voice.

"Seriously Alejandro?! Why the heck are you asking me this? The last time we spoke you made it clear that I was nothing to you." I said and he walked over to me.

As he came closer I stepped back until I suddenly hit the cold hard wall.

He placed his hand on the wall trapping me.

"Camila don't test me." He said and I chuckled.

"We're you with Valentino?!" He asked.

Ohh so now he's accusing me of cheating?!

"What?! No! Why would you think of that?! I was at work." I said with anger.

"Don't you dare raise your voice at me, Camila!" He said in a deadly tone.

"Your mine and only mine." He said lustfully and suddenly I burst out.

What the heck?! How dare he say that?! Now I'm supposed to be his property?!

"What do you mean?! I was never yours." Shouted at him.

"Why are you like this?! The last time we spoke you said you never loved me and now I'm supposed to be your property?!" I shouted with anger and tears.

I felt lost helpless...

"Camila," Alejandro whispered.

"You know what Alejandro I'm done! Okay! I loved you! And you didn't love me back!" I said and yanked him away.

As I was about to exit the room he grabbed my wrist.

"Let me go!" I said and yanked my wrist away but instead, he pulled me to his chest.

"Get away from me!" I shouted and hitting him in the chest as I sobbed.

"Alejandro I cared for you! I loved you! Even though I knew you hated me... And now I guess I finally accept that both of us are just strangers, strangers that were pledged to marry each other and both of us are nothing." I said to him and pushed him away but this time running to the door trying to wipe my tears away.

When I reached my room I closed the door and locked it. I felt my body go weak, I fell onto my knees sobbing.

I felt like everyone's I was just using me now.

I'm overly exhausted of living like this?! Everything feels so blurry to me now. Life passed me like a blur. Everything felt so pressuring.

I lost my mom and dad, I loved them! and now they're dead!

I felt weak, my heart ached badly. I was fidgeting because of the cold floor. What am I supposed to do now?!

I closed my eyes pleading that I wouldn't wake up tomorrow.