𝒂𝒍𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒊𝒔𝒎 ✒︎ hajeongwoo

chapter 13

hey yalllll. i made this chapter long too. ughhhh i'm the mfing goat. the reason this story is a lil slowburn is cuz i love torturing ppl😼. jk jk. it's cuz i'm trying to make this story my most professional looking fanfic yet. 

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The gutting feeling still rested right in the middle of his aching stomach. Leather of the steering wheel felt uncomfortable under the tight grip of his sweaty palms . The lump In his throat didn't seem to go away. His body felt restless. When all he actually needed was rest. Air felt hard to breath. He wanted to crawl out of his own skin. His teeth were grinding against each other. The sound and the feeling were unbearable but he couldn't get himself to stop. He always felt like he was on the verge of throwing up.

Jeongwoo was on his way home. Or what as he might call it, 'on his way to his death'. The second one felt more appropriate for the situation in his opinion. his heart was pounding against his chest. It was only a matter of time before they find out it was Jeongwoo. He kept revising his decision in his mind. Continuously reminding himself that he was fucking stupid. If only he didn't choose to take Haruto to the warehouse, he wouldn't have been stuck in this shit show. There were no solutions to this. How the hell was he going to be able to get himself out of it? Whenever his mind tried to bring up a solution it would just end up sounding like the dumbest thing he's ever heard.

If they found out that quick then they must have had somebody on watch. And if they had someone on watch, nine times out of ten that person saw them. Imagining that person telling his dad that his own son ruined everything and burned everything down was horrifying . His uncle was NOT going to take that well at all. When he finds out he was finally gonna get an excuse to kill him with his bare hands, he would take it without hesitation . Or worse, his dad might make his older brother the heir. Jeongwoo hit his head back on the head rest of his seat and let out a frustrated grunt.

Jeongwoo was already walking on thin ice. Taekwang hated, truly HATED his attitude. Whenever he did anything he called it 'irresponsible'. His dad always gave him second chances over and over and over again. Taekwang didn't think Jeongwoo deserved a second chance. Jeongwoo himself would be surprised whenever his dad would give him another chance. But this time, no fucking way he was gonna get a second chance. No goddamn way. If his dad gave him a second chance he would be one gullible son of a bitch. And he isn't even close to being stupid. So Jeongwoo's brain was spinning on itself, trying to find a solution. Anything that came up in his mind felt stupid. His stomach churned into knots whenever he thought about giving up his position to his brother .

Taekwang always preferred his brother over him. Probably 'cause he was 'responsible' and not 'spineless'. Everyone looked at him like the sun shines out of his ass and they treat Jeongwoo like bad luck. Taekwang just about had a panic attack when Jiwon told them he didn't want to be the heir. He fought for him like he was fighting for his life. Jiwon wasn't gonna have a choice when they find out what happened. A shudder went down his back when he remembered that he was gonna get 'disciplined' when they find out. By discipline he meant Taekwang sending a bunch of guys to jump him out of nowhere. For this, he was gonna go behind the sun.