The failed experiment (Bucky x reader)

Anxiety

When you both woke in the morning, it was to the sound of incessant knocking on your door. Bucky stood up long enough to put on his boxers while you pulled the sheet up under your arms more and sat up. You had been enjoying your morning cuddle where you were enveloped in Bucky's arms, feeling warm, safe and protected. The way he had made love to you the night before had been a bit surprising, and you still had to smirk at the indents in the wall from the two of you. You hadn't thought he would follow through with denting another wall, you had to admit, you felt insatiable when it came to him. You knew the feeling was likewise, based on how sore you were today. You had hoped for another round before breakfast. Bucky opened the door and Tony stood there with his arms crossed.
"I had a notification from Friday last night while I was in bed with my beautiful wife, that there was something wrong with the structural integrity in your room. Something you two want to share with the class?" he walked into the room and your face flushed a bit. You noticed even Bucky was blushing a little with a smirk on his face. Tony saw the first indent in the wall and hummed to himself, before seeing the second one and he started to chuckle. "Maybe its good that Kitten's going to be in the lab for the next bit. Seems you have some aggression to get out there, Tinman"
"I'll pay to fix it" you offered meekly.
"We needed to do some renovations anyways. Maybe your couple suite should stay down here, and we can just knock the wall out. It will put you out of your room for a few days, if you can keep your hands off each other" Tony looked at the newest indent a bit more closely.
"You're not mad?" Bucky seemed surprised.
"I'm more amused, I'll make the change to the flooring plans. It will take a few days to do your suite, I'll have them start in your old room and have you two look at furniture for the living room area. We can replace the affected areas in a day. Soundproofing might take a little longer though" he looked down at his phone and started typing into it. You shivered slightly and saw Nat walking by. She stopped and peered in curiously. She saw what Tony had been looking at and gave a chuckle.
"We thought we heard something last night" she looked at you pointedly with a grin, and leaned against the doorframe. You were getting uncomfortable having so many people around while you were naked in bed still. Bucky got up on the bed and wrapped his arm over your shoulders protectively and you leaned into him.
"Tony, they need to get changed for breakfast" Nat pointed out while he was still typing on his phone.
"I think we will just put the door here" Tony took a photo and your face went bright red. "Recording this for blackmail later"
"Can't use it for blackmail if I'm not ashamed of it" Bucky countered quickly.
"I wasn't talking about you" Tony smirked and walked out taking Natasha with him and closing the door.
"I was hoping for a morning round" he whispered to you as you quickly got out of bed and headed for the closet.
"So was I, but that kind of ruined the mood" you sighed regretfully. "I wonder if they will let us keep that part of the wall. We can say its art" you giggled a little and saw him come in with a smirk.
"Oh, I'll make more art with you" he pulled you into a kiss. "We could put some art in the cabin too" he gave you another kiss before reaching into the drawers to grab clean clothes for the day. You pulled out fresh panties and put them on. As soon as your bra was over your shoulders, he snapped it in at the back for you, leaving a kiss on your shoulder.
"Thank you" you smiled at him while reaching for a pair of jeans and a t-shirt for the day.
"I've got you doll" he gave a playful slap on your butt cheek and you yelped. You turned to see him in a pair of black sweatpants and a white muscle shirt. There were love bites all over his shoulder and neck and you flushed a bit remembering putting them there.
"I'm sorry" you gave a small smile.
"I like them" he shrugged. "You should see yours" he chuckled and led the way to the bathroom for you both to finish getting ready.

"We need to go over all the files, three sets of eyes will make sure we don't miss any details" Bruce announced as you sat at your computer. Bucky had just left a moment ago, giving you a long kiss before leaving. You looked back over your shoulder to where he had just been longingly.
"We need to fully focus on this" Tony looked at you knowingly. You flushed and nodded, pulling it up on your laptop. "There was some stuff on you in here, you sure you're up for the task?"
"Its my past, I'll be fine" you shrugged and started reading. You grabbed the legal pad and your eyes went to one of the two framed photos on your desk now of you and Bucky. You smiled softly and grabbed a pen, knowing no matter how ugly the data was, you had someone that would be there at the end of the day. "Friday, send my widow bites file for printing, I want twenty please" you called out and started taking notes as you went.
The first chunk that you read through shouldn't have surprised you, but it did. It detailed names and profiles of the Avengers and had them all as high profile targets, but the information was based off what they knew from the news. You noted that they didn't know that some of the team didn't even live in the compound, and also didn't know about family members, with the exception of Pepper, which was a bit of a blessing, but it broke your heart that they knew about her. You were on the list, but it also had a note they wanted you captured instead of killed. You frowned to yourself, and read in details that they had planned to use you for artificial insemination, and body for an incubator to create more enhanced children. They also had plans to restart their project on seeing if they could introduce a third ability and you shuddered to yourself. They had been planning on using the base you were in previously to keep you, but you knew that one to be destroyed. You prayed they would also give up on this plan. You continued to write notes as you went, trying not to focus on the plans too much. When you saw the pairing, they had planned for the artificial insemination, you had to get up and run to the bathroom to vomit. You heard Bruce standing outside the door asking if you were okay, but you assured him you were fine. When you came back out, he shared a look with Tony that you knew meant they were second guessing having you help. You strode back to the computer and started copying down the names, pretending not to be bothered.
You saw that Jeanette had already been used for their fertility program, however she wasn't able to carry to full term both times they tried. She had purposely, they recorded, used her abilities on herself to lose the children. You wondered if maybe she wasn't as much their puppet as you had previously been led to believe. Both of their failed attempts had been with Damien, and there were abnormalities found in the womb while they had done their tests. She never made it past three months. You started chewing on your pen in anxiety, wondering if there would be issues with you and Bucky once you were both ready.
Once you finished that file, you started going through the planned attack on the compound, and noted that it was based on Jeanette storming the base before they brought in a small army of enhanced, they had created over the years. You were surprised at the sheer numbers there were, noting that there were experiments all over the world. You noted the army's numbers were small in comparison to the human army that was planned to storm the building. You noted they had plans for capture, or kill on each Avenger and had to write down who was planned for what. You saw Bucky was on the capture list, as was Steve, Wanda and Pietro; however, they were to be killed if necessary. You felt tears falling down your face as you wrote down those notes as well. You got to the end and noted that they scrapped the plan, deciding not to deeming it too dangerous for the enhanced individuals until they had more.
"Kitten?" Tony had his hand on your shoulder.
"How far are you into the data?" you didn't look up.
"Far enough to know we should check on you" Bruce added.
"They wont get me, and they wont touch this team if I have something to say about it" you kept your head down while reading.
"We better get to lunch" Tony tried pulling at your shoulder, but you closed your laptop and wiped your eyes before standing up. "You sure your up for this?" he asked for what felt like the thousandth time today.
"I'm fine" you shrugged and pushed past them to go to the dining room. You saw Bucky was just walking into the room and smiled as soon as he saw you. You didn't even have to think about it, you went to him directly and wrapped your arms around him tightly, hiding your face in his chest.
"What's wrong doll?" he whispered to you, holding you close and kissing the top of your head. You just shook your head, just enjoying the feel of his arms around you. "Tony?" you heard him ask, sounding worried.
"It's a lot of data, it's not pretty" Tony shook his head.
"Just hold me for a moment" you muffled against his chest. You felt him kiss the top of your head again and hold you a little tighter. You pulled back once you were satisfied, and gave him a chaste kiss on the lips before heading to the table.