So wrong, yet so right (Waterloo Road)

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Kennedy sighed as she walked into the house with Tom.

She was returning home for the first time since she had the baby and she was anxious, she was anxious over it all and she was scared.

Kennedy walked into the living room and sat down on the sofa and looked to Tom as he placed the car seat next to her and smiled

"are you okay" Tom asked as Kennedy looked to Bella as she lay asleep in the car seat and smiled

"I guess. I'm sorry it's just a lot I mean until I had her, until I saw her I was certain I was going to give her up so you know this is a big deal" Kennedy said as Tom smiled

"I know, I know it's hard I do but I am here for you and I promise you I am going no where, it's all going to be oaky. I know it's not going to be easy but she's our baby and we love her so much and we are going to do everything that we can for her. So that we can look after her" Tom said as he placed a hand on her cheek as Kennedy looked to him and smiled.

Kennedy hoped that he was right, she knew how hard that she wanted it to all work out perfectly
      
*** 
Kennedy sat in the house with Bella and smiled as she finished feeding her.

Kennedy felt so unsure over all of it, over doing it and it scared her, she knew that she loved Bella but she knew it wasn't easy. Kennedy looked to see Aimee as she walked into the room and looked to her

"are you okay" Aimee asked as Kennedy sat winding Bella

"I dunno, I mean I love her and she's so beautiful but all I feel is fear right now and I do want to be the best mum I can be to her but it's just not easy at all, you know" Kennedy said as Aimee smiled

"I know what it's like trust me with autumn it was so hard, I wanted to give up I did for a time but I knew that I was her mother and she needs me like you need her and I know that you don't have your mum around and I'm sorry for that but I promise you I am here for you and it's all going to be okay" Aimee said as kennedy smiled.

Kennedy looked to Bella and sighed. It amazed her at times how she and Tom had made something so perfect and she knew she'd do anything for her and she wanted to be a great mum

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Kennedy placed bella down in her crib and smiled as Steph walked into the room and looked to her and smiled

"are you okay love" Steph asked as Kennedy smiled

"I guess so it's just so hard you know, without my mum and being so young. I have another year at school and I still want to do well and go to uni" Kennedy said as Steph placed a hand on top of hers and smiled

"and you can and you will. It will be harder than you planned on but you can do it and I promise you, you are not alone" Steph said as she pulled Kennedy into a hug as Kennedy looked to her and smiled hoping that she was right