A Healing Kiss (Jeongin x Reader)

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My heart ached, as his words cut through me.
"We're over." My boyfriend had said.
Without reason, too. I thought everything between us was perfect!
"What happened- If I did something wrong, I'll fix it! I promise!" I exclaimed, on the brink of tears.

"I just don't love you anymore. You're not good for me." He scowled, before leaving me alone at the cafe, bucketing tears.

Then, after I had drenched my clothes in my own sadness, I washed me face, getting in the car and heading home, hoping I could put a mask on great enough to pass by my roommate.

He didn't need to see me crying. I didn't want to have to explain it all to him.
Talking about it might make my heart shatter to where it can't be pieced back together.

As my keys jingled in the door, I heard movement from inside.
Jeongin was already home. Of course he was.
Before I could even unlock the door, it opened, for Jeongin to be smiley brightly at me.
"Sooo.. how did it go?" He asked.
"Huh?"

"The date.. what did he have to tell you?"
"Oh.." I said, letting myself inside, avoiding looking into Jeongins eyes.
"Did he hurt you? Y/N? You okay..?" He asked, grabbing my hand gently.

"No.. I'm fine." I said, my voice shaking ever so slightly.
"No you're not. What happened?" He asked.

"I- he said I'm not good for him.. and that we're over.. he said he didn't love me anymore.." I said, my whole body trembling at this point, as I felt tears begin to form.

I grabbed my hand from his, wiping my eyes.

"Oh Y/N.." Jeongin frowned, pulling me into a hug.

"I know break ups are hard- but- you're a beautiful and amazing person, you'll find someone better. I know it probably feels like your heart is shattered right now, but it's not, it will heal. We just have to give you time. Let's have a movie marathon.. let's see.. Harry Potter..?" He asked.

"The movies are so terrible though.." he whispered.
I chuckled, wiping at my eyes. "Harry Potter will be fine.. let's watch the last one first though.. it's the most interesting." I suggested.

"Alright, we can do that." Jeongin smiled, helping me over to the couch.
As we sat down, Jeongin stood up.
"I forgot the ice cream! You start the movie- I'll be right back!!" He said, rushing off.
I sat there blankly, as the movie started.

I felt like sobbing my heart out.

But I couldn't. Jeongin had his own problems, and I couldn't always rely on him to make me feel better.
He came back, two spoons and a tub of ice cream in his hands.

We sat there in silence during most of the movie, occasionally scooping ice cream at the same time, causing a low chuckle to hum through the room.

My phone flickered on, just a simple Instagram notification.
My heart pounded, as I glanced at my wallpaper.
Me and him.

That's what set me off. I felt the tears fall, rushing out as I sobbed, hiding my face into a pillow.

Jeongin turned to me, visibly distressed, and definitely panicking.
"Hey hey, Y/N it's alright.." he said, pulling the pillow away from me.
I just looked at him with puffy eyes.

"No, it's not alright! I've been stomped all over even though I've done nothing- but I still love him. But it's pointless. He clearly loves someone else but I'm still hopeful he'll come back." I ranted, pausing as I swallowed back the screams the wanted to rip through my throat.
"Y/N, it'll be alright-"

"Stop saying it's going to be alright!" I yelled.
Jeongin just stared blankly, before gripping me, turning me to face him.
I was still sobbing, even as I looked into his warm eyes, I felt them just come harder.

Then his soft lips were on mine, causing a break in between sobs.
Jeongin gave me a quick kiss, before pulling back, blushing as he looked away.
"He's not worth your tears. You're worth so much more. Please stop crying." He whispered awkwardly.

"Do it again.." I asked, still feeling the warm buzz his lips had left behind.
Jeongin looked at me with a raised brow.
"Please kiss me again.." I asked again.

Jeongin hesitantly moved closer, placing his lips on mine once more.
This time I gave him a kiss back, my arms wrapping around his back as I shifted my head into his shoulder.

"Thank you, Jeongin..." I whispered.
"No problem.." he said, rubbing circles onto my back.
"If I hadn't just.. y'know.. I would do that for longer..." I said.

"Don't worry, I'll wait until you're ready. Until then, I'll always be here to kiss away your tears, and to help heal your broken heart." Jeongin smiled.

"Thank you so much.. I love you so much.." I said, this time crying out of happiness.
"I love you too, Y/N.. I always have..."

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