The Right Kind Of Love ✔

Epiloque

Thank you so much for waiting!!! Will be starting the third series Soonest.

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Rextor stared at the big screen. All his attention was on the movie he is watching. Kaya naman hindi niya naiwasan ang pagbato ng unan sa kanya. Sapol sapol siya sa mukha.

"Fuck!" He spat out the words.

"T**** *na! Nakailang beses mo ng pinanuod yan. Ulol Starting over again! Damn Rextor are you a chick? Babae lang nag uulit ulit na panoorin yan. Your loosing it man."

Sinamaan ng tingin ni rextor si stanley.

"What are you doing here?" Naiinis siya sa bigla bigla na lamang pagsulpot ng mga pinsan. He did lock his door dahil ayaw niyang maistorbo. He needed some time to think. He needed to plan everything for him to make Anastasia accept him again and not left him.

Yes. He was a jerk at aminado naman siya doon. He feel fucking deeply in love with her. He's supposed to toy and play with her but his damn heart didn't follow the end result. And now he was fucked up! He let her escape from his grasp. He hurt her and he didn't know what to do anymore.

He clench his fist at masamang tinignan ang pinsan.

Lumapit si stanley saka kinuha ang remote at pinatay ang tv.

Bumuntunghinga eto.

"Grandma is looking for you. Go talk to her. She is worried about you and I thinks she wants to say something important." matalim niyang tinignan ang pinsan..

"Damn rex! So you think I would gotten the spare key if not for those old hags pestering us. Ako lang ang natalo kaya malakas loob kong manloob sa kwarto mo ngayon. Pero seryoso ako. Puntahan mo si grams. She is looking for you" saka tinapik ni stanley ang balikat niya at umalis.

Ginulo ni rextor ang buhok at nilamukos ang mukha. Hanggang ngayon he doesn't have any plans.

The one he saw talking to anastasia at the corridor of the restaurant was the same man he saw with her in London. She was holding his hands and they were laughing together. Halos pangapusan si rextor ng hininga habang nakikita ang tagpong iyon. Ilang beses ba siyang kumurap, natulala at mapait na napatitig sa kawalan. He couldn't function like a normal person. He keeps on going on with life ng umuwi siya. Puro trabaho ang nasa isip so he could forget about what he saw. At halos wala siyang lakas ng loob na muling bumalik ng london. Kaya hinayaan niyang igupo ang sarili at magpalamon sa trabaho at mga sentimento sa buhay.

There are so many what ifs at iyon lamang ang magagawa niya sa mga pagkakataong mag-isa at nag-iisip saka siya igugupo ng sakit na nararamdaman.

Halos manhid na nga siya sa sakit.

It is your fucking fault Rex. You hurt her man! You fucking hurt Anastasia!

His fault. His guilt. He keeps on hurting.

Nang makapasok sa kwarto ng abuela ay nakita niya etong nagsusuklay at tinitigan siya mula sa salamin.