[Song: My Mother Wants Me Dead by Carolesdaughter]
"I deserve to bleed"
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Russia's POV
What they said shocked me. I didn't know that they felt like this. We got band-aids and put them on Y/N's fresh cuts. We all talked for a few hours to get what just happened out of our heads. We all decided to go to sleep after 4 AM.
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9:24 AM
The next morning, I woke up to see that Y/N was gone from their bed. I got up, being careful not to wake the two sleeping countries. I went downstairs and saw Y/N's parents around a corner, so I quickly hid away. 'Shit' I thought 'I almost got myself caught.' I went back upstairs quietly. I opened the door to Y/N's bedroom and sat in my blanket nest. After a while, I hear Y/N open the door to their bedroom. "Oh, hey Russia." Y/N greeted quietly.
"Hey." I greeted back. Y/N grabbed their phone and started scrolling. "What are you doing?" I asked.
"Just reading something." Y/N answered.
"What's it about?" I asked. Y/N hesitated to answer.
"Oh.. Nothing." Y/N said. I wanted to say something, but I decided to keep my mouth shut in case I made Y/N uncomfortable.
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I heard a slam from downstairs and an angry groan. I looked over to Y/N, who was looking out of the window. "Cloudy." They said. I heard Y/N's mother ramble on to their dad about how shitty their day was.
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A few hours later, America, Canada, Y/N and I were watching movies when we heard a knock at Y/N bedroom door. "Shit." Y/N whispered. "Hide!!"
"Y/N!! Dinner's ready!" I heard their mom say behind the door. I tried to quickly hide, but it was too late.
The door opened slowly and then Y/N mother saw us. She looked happy for a second, but then her smile quickly faded away. "Y/N? Why do you have the countryhumans in your room?" Y/N's mother asked.
Y/N had fear in their eyes as they tried to come up with an answer. "Th-They're my friends..!" Y/N said.
"Y/N!! They're criminals! How could you call them your friends?!" Y/N's mother asked, angry but also calm. Y/N's eyes began to fill with tears as they tried to come up with an answer.
"I-" Y/N was cut off.
"Y/N Have you seen the news?! They're not safe to be around they're fucking criminals-" Y/N's mother was cut off by Y/N.
"NOT EVERYTHING ON THE NEWS IS TRUE." Y/N said, sternly. "SOMETIMES THEY LIE."
Y/N's mother looked even more angry then before. She had the look of 'I'm gonna fucking murder you.' Y/N knew that they fucked up. A lot.
"I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!" Y/N mother yelled.
"What?" Y/N asked
"I've had enough of you.." Y/N's mother said, sounding like she was trying not to yell. Y/N's eyes looked like they were made of glass.
"What- What do you mean?" Y/N asked. Their voice began to break.
"You're out. I've had enough of you bringing people over. OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITHOUT US KNOWING!! HOW LONG HAVE YOU HAD THESE FUCKERS HERE?!" Y/N's mother asked, her voice began getting louder.
YOU ARE READING
"D̷Ȍ̴N̴͒'̵̎T̴̾ ̸̨͑L̵O̴̬̾O̴̫͑K A̸̡̾T̷̆ ̶M̷E" ||Countryhumans x NB! Reader||
Random(OLD AND CRINGY AND VERY INCONSISTENT) [CW FOR SELF HARM IN A FEW CHAPTERS] Also the description got deleted for no reason so I'll write it all later hfdshgds i might forget though
