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I woke up to the sound of taps on a window. I opened my eyes and saw a place I knew very well. I sat up, realizing I was on my bed. I looked around and confirmed that I was dead. I was back in where I belong. I looked down at my arms and saw that all of my scars were gone. I realized that my right eye wasn't seeing anything. I went to touch my right eye and realized there was something on it. I ran into the bathroom and saw that there was something bandaged to my face. I had never seen this before. It looked like an eyepatch. It was kinda like a blood red color. I looked around and found my bunny hat on my nightstand, but I didn't bother to put it on. I saw the ushanka that I made when I was awake. I smiled at it. I kinda wanted to go back to those times. Sure, I was mentally unwell, but I could still have fond memories with myself.
I walked up to my door and heard talking from downstairs. I opened my door and started walking downstairs. I saw the countries talking in the living room. Their eyes lit up when they saw me.
"Y/N!!" Canada exclaimed as he ran up to me. He hugged me tightly and I felt Russia and America hugging me, as well.
"I'm so glad you're back!" Canada said, his voice breaking.
"I'm glad that I get to be with you guys, again." I said, hugging back. After a little bit of hugging, we all pulled away. I looked out of the window by the door and saw rain pouring down. I smiled softly.
"Oh, by the way, Miles, Riley, Russia, Canada and I found some other countries. Poland, Belarus, and Kazakhstan are in the backyard." America said.
The three countries led me to the backyard where Belarus, Kazakhstan and Poland were tossing a ball around and running around in the backyard. Belarus noticed me and asked "Who is that?"
America looked at me and said "Oh, this person? This is [Y/N]."
Poland and Kazakhstan looked at me and smiled."Hey, I remember you!" Poland said. "You were hiding out in the forest!"
"Yep!" I said.
"This your house?" Poland asked.
"Yes, it is." I replied.
"It's nice!" Poland said, smiling.
"Oh, thanks!" I said, smiling also.
Poland unfolded his wings from his back and flapped them a bit.
Poland threw the ball to Belarus and started flying. Kazakhstan started flying, too.
"Not fair!" Belarus said. "I want to fly, too!"
Kazakhstan flew down to Belarus and picked her up, placing her on his shoulder and holding her so she wouldn't fall down and die.
Kazakhstan flew back up to Poland. Kazakhstan and Poland flew up to a tree and placed Belarus on one of the branches. Belarus panicked a bit until Kazakhstan picked her up and placed her on the ground.I thought about Riley and Miles.
"Hey, guys." I got everybody's attention. "What's going on with Miles and Riley?""They're doing fine. They also found Norway, Finland, Sweden, Denmark, Iceland, and Greenland." Canada said.
"I wanna go see Riley and Miles" I said, going inside so that I could get my shoes on.
"Alright, bedhead." America teased. I glared at him and ran up into my room. I grabbed my hairbrush and brushed my hair. I heard Russia and Canada walking into my room.
I looked over and then and put my hairbrush down. Russia and Canada looked around. Russia found the ushanka I made before I was in my coma and asked "when did this get here?"
"Oh, I made it before I popped up here. I have fond memories of it. " I said.
"Nice!" Russia said, smiling. I liked seeing him smile.
I smiled, too. We looked into each other's eyes a bit before Canada got our attention.
We ran downstairs and put our shoes on. I was wearing a black T-shirt and grey jean shorts and white socks.
I put on black converse and headed out of the door. The rain had calmed down a bit. We walked to Riley's house. We knocked on her front door and waited. After a few seconds, Riley answered.
"Hey, guys!" Riley greeted, smiling widely.
"Hey, do you wanna hang out with us?" I asked.
"Yeah!" Riley said. "Can the countries I'm with come?" She asked
"Of course!" I said.
Riley called the countries she was with downstairs and walked outside. The countries that Riley found were Norway, Sweden, and Denmark.
We walked to Miles' house next. We knocked on his door and waited. He answered almost immediately. "Oh, hey! Im glad you're back, [Y/N]!" He greeted, hugging me.
" Do you wanna hang out with us?" I asked after we pulled away.
"Sure! I'll get the countries!" Miles said as he ran to his room and brought the countries outside. The new countries that were with him were Iceland, Finland, and Greenland. I introduced myself to the 6 new countries and we all decided to hang out in a flower field. The rain had stopped by the time we got there. It was evening time.We made flower crowns in the field. Ukraine had a flower crown of sunflowers. They looked so happy.
America had a rose flower crown. He was always so confident and funny.
Russia had a flower crown of chamomile. He liked it. It was one of the first times I've seen him smile that widely.
Canada had a flower crown of bunchberries. He looked so good with the flower crown on his head.
Every country had a flower crown of their national flower. They all looked very nice. A few other countries joined the fun, such as India, Czech Republic, Spain, Philippines, Vietnam, China, Malaysia, Ireland, and a lot more.
I had a flower crown of [favorite flower].
At the end of the day, we all went back home with our flower crowns. America, Canada, Russia, Belarus, Kazakhstan, Poland, and I walked back to my house. When we got inside I saw my parents in the kitchen. Their eyes lit up when they saw me. They immediately ran up and hugged me, saying how much they missed me. It felt genuine. It felt like they cared.After a while, I got ready for bed. I still wore the black T-shirt and white socks but I put on black sweatpants. The countries and I were in my room. We were on my bed, talking and laughing. Everybody was a bit loopy. It was past 10 pm. We all fell asleep. My head was resting on Canada's chest, while my legs were resting on Russia's legs. Canada was holding me by my arms. I fell asleep after everybody else did.
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The next morning, I woke up and felt arms wrapped around my torso. I looked at the arms. The arms belonged to Canada. I didn't bother to get up. I looked at Russia who was also asleep. Poland had his wing wrapped around one of my arms. Belarus was holding the other. America was passed out next to Canada. I didn't want to get up. It was comfortable. I liked being with the countries. They were my friends. I never wanted this to end. Never.
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Published: 5/18/2022Word count: 1236

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