Bondita : Baffeled with Life (Complete ☑️)

Chapter 15

Its been long since bondita gone. Anirudh was feeling restless. He asked bihari to check her house if she was there but he said she was not there. Anirudh got really tensed.

Anirudh : woh thik to hogi na?

Anirudh somehow got up. Soudamini got angry.

Soudamini : tumhe jaane ki zarurat nehi... woh thik hi hogi

Anirudh : nehi jabtak mein nehi dekh leta shanti nehi milegi. main dubara uske sath kuch galat hone nehi de sakta.

As he reached to main door he was felt dizzy and about to fall but bondita catched him.

Anirudh : bo...bondita...tum agayi? main kitna pareshan hogaya tha pata hain? kaha gayi thi?

Bondita : kuch kaam tha...aap ander chaliye apki tabiyaat thik nehi hain.

Bondita took him inside and made him sat on sofa. Her eyes were red due to crying.

Anirudh : kiya hua? tum thik ho?

Bondita : haan main thik hu.

Anirudh : kisine kuch kaha kiya tumhe?  kuch hua hain to bata sakti ho.

Bondita : nehi main thik hu...or aap chahte thei na main padhu or birristarababu banu? main padhungi or banungi bhi.

Anirudh's happiness has no bound. He held her face.

Anirudh : main jaanta tha meri bondita bilkul sahi faisla legi. bravo girl bravo.

Bondita smiled. Anirudh about to hug her in happiness but he stopped.

Anirudh : maaf karna...

Bondita : main kamre mein jaati hu.

Saying that bondita left. She was in her old room where she used to stay before.  She was sitting sadly. Kaka knocked at door. Bondita opened the door kaka came inside.

Kaka : or bahu mili tumhari maa se?

Bondita : haan kaka sukriya apka.

Bondita : aab to unki patni agayi hain mujhe jane ki aggiya dijiye kaka.

Kaka gestured her to sit. Bondita did.

Kaka : jaante hain par tum waha kiyu rahogi? jab ki tumhara khudhka ghar hain. yeh samajh tumhe jeene nehi dega beta. ruk jaao na. Anirudh ko maaf kardo.

Bondita : nehi rukh sakti mein. or agar maaf kar bhi diya fir bhi mein nehi reh payungi. mujhe accha nehi lagta. kiyu ki yeh ghar zameendarbabu pe haq kisi or ka hain mera nehi. woh mujhe parayein lagte hain.

Kaka : bahu... pata hain Anirudh kabhi yeh shadi nehi karna chahta tha. usse karni padhi. Tumhare jaane ke badh ekdin aniridh or soudamini ko ek hi kamre mein paya gaya. woh dono puri raat eksath thei. agar Anirudh shadi nehi karta to nahi soudamini ko samajh jeene deta or nahi soudamini ka ilaz hosakta tha. ishliye shadi ke badh usse london le gaya or ankhe wapas agayi.

Bondita : par kaka shadi to hogayi hain undono ki or beti bhi hain. main unki zindegi mein kis haq se rahungi?

Kaka : humare samajh mein do tin shadiya koi badi baat nehi... munshi ko hi dekhlo or bhi kitne hain aise. agar woh log reh sakte hain or hum to zamindar hain hum kiyu nehi? or hum tumhe ush nark mein dubara kabhi nehi bhejenge. ek bar tumhe kho diya tha dubara nehi khona chahtein.

Kaka said in breaking tone. Bondita also got tears.

Bondita : par zamindaarbabu to khudh nehi chahte mein yaha ruko. wapas chali jayu. main bas unki zimmedari hu ek bojh hu.

Kaka : ek insaan kab kisi ki zimmedari utha ta hain jab woh insaan khash hota hain. kiya tumhe nehi lagta tum uske liye khash ho? fir kiyu apne ish kash riste ko chodh ke jana chahti ho?