Having Mr. Genius' Twins

Chapter Twenty Nine: Healing

Ellie's POV

I was fuming angry for what they did, and I am especially angry with Kayden because He just let the kids be

ughh..

i hear the three of them whispering at my back. i looked back and saw the cheeky smiles on the faces of my twins and also Kayden's dimple while he smirks.

And you are proud huh?

" You.three" I called them out

The three looked at each others eyes then as if on cue the twins gave their dad an expression with a "goodluck" written all over their faces.

I wanted to chuckled at the sight, but i needed to hold it in so they would learn their lessons.

" now explain" I said with a poker face

" well..." Kayden looked as if trying to make a valid excuse as fast as possible

" the kids are hungry.. you guys are hungry right?" He joked

I raised an eyebrow , at my peripheral i saw kayla cutely moving her head sidewards gesturing a "no"

I wanna laugh at how cute she was..

and Kaleb faced palm and mouthed at his dad " it wont work dad"

" Kayden. let's talk, kids go to your room and you should not go out unless i say so" I said firmly

the twins immediately went upstairs and Kayden looked at the cute little backs departing..

then i saw that he wanted to laugh.. but hold it in and smirked instead showing his dimple

" hey mister. now that we are alone. care to explain?" I crossed my arms while trying to look serious

He then suddenly stood up and moved closer to me

what is this guy tryna do?

" i think there are more fun things to do when we're alone besides talking?" Kayden seductively suggested while raising his beautiful brows
i scrunched at the sight. as much as i hate to admit it. He looks hot

oh wait.. this d-mn guy..with his beauty traps.

" You better be serious Kayden Pierre" I said while pointing at Him

He went quiet and serious.. and i saw rapid change of emotions in his eyes

what's going on with that genius brain of his... i can't read him

then he inched closer

" Im always serious.. especially if it's about you" He said, then inched closer again

I did  not know how to respond so I counted "1" in my fingers signalling for him to stop joking around

This is what i am doing wayback when we were still in highschool when he was messing with me and i wanted to have a serious conversation

He has this blank stare..

i really dont know what's going on in his mind

uh-oh here goes her famous countdown

it reminds me of when we were still lovers

He kept quiet. The silence is getting awkard so i raised another finger counting to 2.

" hey. thats two" I said

He still kept quiet and continued to stare at me

three.... I went on with my countdown

What is going on with him. I am getting nervouse by his sudden queitness..

i raised another one that is..

four.....

i opened my mouth to say five but he interrupted..

" five" Hesaid

and pulled me closer and

kissed ..

kissed me??

wait. He was kissing me..

and... and.. i cant pull away..

He.. what is this feeling..

"Ellie?" His gentle but full of concern voice woke me up from my blank state..

wait.. was that.... a passionate kiss i shared with him.. I stared in His eyes as he cupped.my face

"Elle?? love? what is wrong.. why are you crying?" Kayden asked again

"huh?" my hoarsed voice sounded so dreamy

Im crying?

i touched my cheek... wet.. it's really wet.. I am really crying.. but why??

why..

why am i crying?

am i ... am i hurt? what is this feeling?

" Ellie, love please, speak.. i... i'm sorry.."Kayden panicked

he guided me to the sofa

" Love?" He asked again

I stared at him..

...love..

why did i cry? why did it felt like his kiss earlier were full of sorrow,joy, and longing at the same time??

what was that?

" I'm..I'm fine.." i said

"then why did you cry?" he asked again..now he was holding my hand and stroking his thumb with at the back of my palm.

.."you.." i was choking.. and felt like crying again

" hmm..?" he asked gently

", youu.. i felt like.. you're so lonely.." and unconsciously my tears started flowing again..

" i... i felt the same connection ..we had.. just like before..when our lips kissed..it just.. i just felt like.. you were lonely.. all these years..and it..made me sad." now i was like sobbing for real

He was shocked but then sighed, and saw him controlling his emotions

" it's .. it's all fine now.. because i got you back.. and much better because it's not only you who's back but you gave me two additional little sunshine..Ellie.. im sorry, im sorry for all those pain, im sorry for the lost time.. i am really sorry.. i wanted to explain to you for the longest time but i just want you to heal first.. i dont want to get your forgiveness theough sympathy.." He said

and he went on and told me what happened five years ago.. from his struggle on finding a way to not implicate me, from painfully choosing between me and lucia..

" oh kayden..im sorry...you couldve told me!" i wept but was kinda angry that he did not have enough faith in me, in us..

" Elle.. from the moment i loved you, i swore to always protect you.. and now i will swear the same for our twins..i love youu.. i love you three." Kayden said

Those five years... we have suffered, I have suffered but i was blessed with the twins, but Kayden.. Kayden faced it all alone..

From saving their company through bankruptcy.. to saving His mom's life while protecting me.. and i think it was really.. predestined for us to seperate during those times because we have to protect also our two unborn babies that time..

" Im sorry..im sorry for leaving you alone love" I said and hugged Kayden