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This chapter doesn't make much sense due to the fact I put it on halt back in January and continued near May so my original idea where it was left off is altered. when I mass edit, this section would be re-worked.
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Chapter 12: Lucid babies
I felt the heaviness of my eyes drop, heaving me into a deep sleep.
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And my eyes fluttered open, but I didn't feel well rested. My mind was spinning, pulling me back somewhere.
I closed my cardigan around my chest, and peered out the window for y/n . . . who wasn't here yet. I had hoped my nap would have passed time long enough for them to return.
I walked along the halls listening to the ticking of the living room clocks.
I passed a room, and another room, and another and another . . . until I paused right in front of a room, in poor condition, all tattered and un-occupied.
I felt like I wasn't supposed to be here. The sweat slicking onto porcelain was an uncomfortable feeling that made it all the worse.
I knew every blind area and each inner wall that connects the whole house. But I have never seen this room before; and I don't think it's meant to be here.
A small lamplight swings on its own will; illuminating a little girlish baby carrier, with little frills and butterfly wings that should've lifted it away far from the blood that pooled out of it.
I held on to the baby stroller, holding it in place as it lightly rocked. There Was someone inside; and it was the "boy doll" as y/n called it, but it was me.
Its porcelain model, polished to last for eternity as a remnant of an estranged childhood.
I lost focus on the doll and I stared at the door I had just emerged from.
but it didn't make sense.
y/n walked past me yet I wasn't acknowledged as I normally would.
I wanted to be noticed.
They came forward and went past me while I watched. They rocked the "baby" since I stopped its movement, and someone appeared. And it was a man? Or so I think it was, They were an unfamiliar face, but I might've remembered them if I thought too hard. I turned to y/n ready to ask who the fuck is this? Are you cheating on me?
It seems they were in the room before me, but I hadn't noticed them until now.
I felt my chest sting and I never felt this feeling before. A swarm of bees flushed against my chest and they stung and poked at my veins in a taunting matter. I wasn't suppose to feel this way, I didn't feel in any control.
I had woken so suddenly, and painfully that my head was hurting.
I remember when y/n told me dreams can have meanings. I believe this one was quite straightforward considering the situation.I sighed silently, pondering what conclusions my mind had created.
Do they think of me as nothing more of someone they have to take care of? Am I too dependable?I felt fear once shriveled away in the past swell up inside. I wasn't meant to be the one afraid of such simple things; but I knew something must be done.
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