Apartment -Park Sunghoon-

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This is very awkward, should I mention it to him? Or not?

Because he is LITERALLY still HOLDING my hand, he walked in front of me though so he probably doesn't know I'm staring at our hands

I mean, I could let go but, I don't want to at the same time?

It was quiet, though it's only been a few minutes since we started walking together

It feels like it has been an hour of silence...

He finally turned to look at me and I looked at him, was he gonna say something?

"Wanna get ice cream?" he asks, and he points to a man who was selling ice cream

I looked at the ice cream the man handed to the kids and it looked delicious, I looked at Sunghoon and nodded and we both walked towards the ice cream stall

The man looked at us and he smiled, "hello! Would you like to buy some ice cream?"

Listening to him reminded me of how we met Ajumma, I smiled and nodded

"I'd like chocolate ice cream Ahjussi," I say to him, "I'll have vanilla," Ahjussi smiled and nodded

He walked to the stall to prepare our ice cream, "what are you two doing here this fine afternoon?" he asked while preparing our ice cream

"We're going home," I tell him, he smiled

"Ahh, you two live together? Are you girlfriend and boyfriend? Kids these days already live together when they're just girlfriend and boyfriend"

"Oh, Ahjussi we're not-"

"You're married then?"

"That would be nice," I looked at Sunghoon shocked, my eyes were probably very wide right now

Ahjussi then laughs, "ahh so you two like each other?"

I didn't answer out of embarrassment, he smiled and hand our ice cream to us

"Enjoy~" we both thanked him before we both walked away

So embarrassing! What was that? Why did he say that...

"Wanna sit over there?" he pointed at the side of the road, I nodded and with his free hand he held my wrist

Dragging me to sit down on the concrete, I place my bag on my lap and started to eat the ice cream

Scooping it out of the paper bowl, I took a bite and it was delicious 

"So good~"

I heard Sunghoon chuckle beside me, "I have the tissues here," he showed them to me

"How's Andrew?" he asked me, "he's being lazy, I bet he's just in the hotel, swimming or sleeping I don't know"

I say before taking another bite, "I..."

I turn to look at him and he hesitated, what did he want to say?

Since he didn't continue his sentence I just shrugged it off

But then I felt him place something on top of my bag, I looked at it and it was his phone

I laughed, "when was this!? I look so stupid," with my free hand I picked up his phone and looked at the picture closely

It was me and Sunghoon, we were on the rooftop of the apartment complex

"Our birthday, you took this photo..."

"Oh, I did? I couldn't transfer them on this phone, since I lost the phone I had"

He nodded and continued to eat his ice cream, "yah! What's this!!" I glared at him while showing him the photo

He smiled and chuckled, "when did you take this!"

"The amusement park," I looked at the photo again

"What's wrong with you, I look weird in all of them!!"

He takes his phone from me and then his smile slowly faded, "since you lost your phone, I might as well show you this.."

What was he talking about? I looked at him patiently as he was scrolling through his phone

I put out my hand as he handed me the phone again

"I texted you this..."

Me: stupid girl i feel more stupid what i said last night was a lie i do love you i feel the same way but i was a coward and didnt say my true feelings to you
Me: ajumma talked with me about it and it made me realize how important you are in my life
Me: i will wait for you to come back to visit will you wait for me as well?

I finished reading the last line of his message, I didn't want to look at him

He felt the same way since before?

'This jerk actually liked me since then!!'

"I know, it's stupid, right? I'm sorry for pushing away my feelings," I was surprised when he leaned his head on my shoulder

"I still love you Y/n," I looked at him and he held my hand

I was speechless I didn't know what to say right now

We stayed in this position for a while, before he sat up and turned his whole body towards me

I looked at him as well and he smiled

"I love you so much, stupid girl..."

He placed his hand on my cheek and softly stroked my cheek using his thumb

I held the hand that was resting on his leg and pulled him to kiss me

He looked shocked by my sudden gesture but returned to kiss anyways

When we kissed that night in his house, I couldn't remember much of it

But right now, we're both sober, I can remember this special moment

The first man I ever kissed

I pulled away first and I looked at him, kind of embarrassed from what I just did

I think he got the idea I was shy and he pulled me into a hug

Resting my chin on his shoulder and wrapping my arms around him, this felt so nice

"Y/n?" he says softly almost like a whisper which I hum in response

"Yes, I will be your boyfriend"