𝓐𝓝𝓘𝓓𝓘𝓣𝓐 : 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓢𝓲𝓷 ( 𝓞𝓢 / 𝓣𝓢 / 𝓢𝓢 ) (Complete ✅)

💕 𝓘𝓷𝓽𝓲𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓼 ( 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 6 ) 💕

Ani's pov:

Her eyes didn't had the courage to look at me while mine too. I knew that if I look at her eyes then I won't able to control my emotion. I want to love you bondita...I want to love you so badly that it is hurting me.

With a great difficulty I said good bye to her.

"Good bye...Anirudh" she said and turned to leave

I knew that she was crying and that to because of me. I know that I hurted her very much, I don't know what happened to me that day and I said mini's name.

All my pain was releasing and maybe this is the reason why I said mini:s name. I closed the door and turned only to find nil staring at me.

_Are you going to chase her" he asked

"No..."I replied

"Ani why are you hurting yourself, I know that you love her then why don't you accept it" he asked me

"You became a fucking zombie from the day you fell into the fucking lake, after so many years I saw you smiling and that to because of bondita but what you are doing....hurting yourself and her" he said angrily

I was getting angry, I don't want to talk about my past especially the lake incident.

"You are going from here or not "I asked angrily

"I won't" he replied

I was about to shout when suddenly the door opened and Sumit came inside the apartment furiously and punched me hard on my face.

I stumbled back while nil held me. I know I deserve it for Breaking his sister's heart.

"What the hell Sumit "nil yelled at him while he glared at me before leaving

"Are you alright" he asked me while I nodded in yes

"Anirudh you still have time accept it" he said

"Nil please go from here, otherwise I will lose my anger" I said closing my eyes

"Just answer my one question anirudh then I will leave "he said while I looked at him

"If you got a chance to forget about everything, each and every moment with mini, each and every kiss and I love you with her, the accident...everything.

What would you have done "he asked me

What would I have done if I really got that chance?

$I don't know" I said before turning towards the room

"If I asked you the same question few year ago you would have say yes but now you are ignoring it because you want to punish yourself for what happened in past" he said

I went inside the room without saying anything maybe he was right because I deserve each and every pain in this world.

I heard the sound of closing door and understood that he left.

After sometime I went downstairs and just when I was about to cross TRC he said

"I have seen many stupid people but you are most stupidest one "

$What do you mean?" I asked

"You knew that this day would definitely come but then also you played with her feelings" he said

"You know very well about my past TRC "I said

"I am well aware about it. Anirudh why don't you talk about it with mini maybe you will be able to take a decision. You are doing all this because you are thinking that she must be living in pain because of you.