Rain [yoonmin]

Jimin's journal

Christmas Lights

We were sitting at the balcony,

The lights in our hands, smiles on our faces,

We are just looking at each other.

My heart is full of a feeling, I can't name it.

It makes me want to just lie in his arms,

Wrapped in his warmth.

We attached the lights on the railings.

He laughs at the snowman the kids made,

And it makes my heart glow in a way.

The lights are up, the stars are glowing high up in the sky, the clouds are floating.

We hear the church bells and people's cheers.

But somehow everything else quietens down,

Everything seems silent with this feeling that talks.

I'm in his arms as we watch the stars and it feels like I'm breathing,

It feels safe and it's warm, it's comforting.

So I hug him and it's so nice,

He feels like life home.

When I looked at him, he was shining with the Christmas lights.

People are happy when it's Christmas,

For me it felt like he was my Christmas.

The kiss he planted on my forehead made me happy,

It made me cry with joy.

The reality that has been holding me back for so long,

Finally gave me back what I needed.

I can finally see the Christmas light,

I can finally see the love after that one deep slumber.