Me,you and the little one (Alex Turner fan fic)

despair for both of us

Alex's pov

I sat in the hotel room my heart was broke my eyes filled with tears I lost her lucy all because of that woman I wished I just went home with Lucy when she left I wish I never fucking went to that party

I had our picture from when we first started dating in my hand I always kept it in my wallet we were so young back then happy not a care In the world

I remember that day so well
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(2002)
Me and Lucy have been dating for about 3 weeks we were happy the boys Courtney lucy and I decided to go to the arcades we played on the dance revolution game Lucy nearly fell on her arse I burst Into laughter my feet stomping on the assigned places "you alright baby" I asked as she quickly stepped on the places "yeah I really can't play this game for shit" she laughed

After the game me and Lucy clocked eyes on the photo booth I turned to her with a smirk she looked at me with the same look "want to" I asked lucy nodded her head dragging me into the booth

The pictures we took came out of a little slot one for me one for lucy there was 2 funny ones lucy puffing out her cheeks and me sticking my tongue out making bunny ears at her head the other was pulling a face one was me and her smiling I looked at the picture and saw how Lucy's eyes were shining looking at me with love and admiration one was of us kissing my hands on the back of her neck she smiled into the kiss the last one was the same but only a bit more heated

"They're amazing al" lucy smiled putting the pictures in her purse I putting mine in my wallet "I must say we do make a beautiful couple" I said placing a kiss on my girlfriends lips
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I looked at that one picture the one when she's looking at me with love in her eyes I couldn't help but burst into more tears for almost ten years she looked at me like that but this morning she looked at me with hatred I never saw her look at anyone like that not even the old school teacher she hated

The woman i love hates me and its my own fault I fucked up and i don't even know how I'm going to fix it I sat there in complete and utter despair my family was now broken and its all my fault lucy hates me and now the fear of of Rhiannon hating me because of what happened

My phone started to ring I looked at the phone to see matt calling god this is all I need "hello" I answered the phone only two hear matt screaming at me down the phone "what the fuck did you do alex" I tried to wipe the uncontrollable tears streaming down my face

"Matt listen to me mate please I just need you two listen to me please" i sobbed matt didn't only let out an angry chuckle "how the fuck can I listen to you when it's all over the fucking Internet for the full world to see that you cheated on lucy I mean alex that's fucking low how could you do that to her how could you even do that to rhiannon" he nearly screamed down the phone making me feel more like shit

"Matt I never cheated on her I swear down on rhiannons life I know that picture looked like I know it looked all the wrong things but what use is it now its all over now I love them two girls so much matt mate you gotta believe me" I cried more into the phone

I heard matt sigh deeply I felt numb, hollow, empty, nothing "I believe you but Lucy certainly fucking don't and before you ask me to talk to her she won't believe me cause I weren't there" matt said shit she always listens to matt we all do he's the dad of the friend group "how I'm I going to fix this mate" I sighed "I dunno mate but you gonna need to figure summat out" matt said I tiredly rubbed my eyes from all the crying