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DIARIES! (you can skip this chapter if you want! it has some interesting things about the characters though, i would suggest reading).

- max mayfield's diary.

19.08.22

dear diary,

i keep seeing him. i keep seeing billy. i don't know why, but he keeps crossing my mind and i keep thinking i see him but i don't. i can hear him too, but he's not there.

my mom thinks is paranoia, joyce thinks it' just grief, and el thinks it's ptsd. i don't know, but whatever it is, i don't like it.

the group has been fighting a lot. stan and bill aren't okay, and something is wrong between el and mike. will and mike have some bad blood at the moment too.

life is kind of falling apart. friends are fighting, my mom keeps having guys over, and i keep thinking and "seeing" my fucking dead brother.

i wish life was easier.

- eleven byers' diary.

19.08.22

dear diary,

max isn't okay. she keeps saying she sees billy. i'm trying to comfort her but it doesn't seem to be working. i'm really worried. she keeps saying it's okay and not to worry, but it seems to be getting really bad recently.

the group is falling apart. bill and stan have bad blood, me and mike have bad blood and mike and will have bad blood. can't life be easier?

will hasn't been too good recently. he is staying in his room and hasn't come out. yeah, we share a room, but me and max have been in the living room recently.

- will byers' diary.

19.08.22

dear diary,

mike has been kind of a dick. he's been ignoring me.

max has something wrong.

the group is falling apart.

bill and stan aren't okay. me and mike aren't okay. el and mike aren't okay.

everyone else seems fine, they are laughing and making jokes in the gc.

i've been having a hard time. i haven't eaten in a bit.

i just want it all over.

- robin buckley's diary. (tw: f slur. i can reclaim the slur, as i am 100% a fuckin homosexual).

19.08.22

dear diary,

i really like vickie. i love her. she has a boyfriend though, his name is dan. it hurts. i seem to be hiding the feeling well though, my friends think i'm okay.

vickie talks about dan a lot. it gets on my nerves. i guess i'm just some faggot that's in love with her best friend who is straight and has a fucking boyfriend. just some lousy old queer.

my friends haven't been okay recently. some of them are fighting. they're younger than me, it's kind of sad to see them fighting and hurting at 16-17.

- bill denbrough's diary.

19.08.22

dear diary.

me and stan broke up.

loving these cliffhangers!! <3

remember to drink water and eat something, even if it's small. i love you!