It's either emotional, physical, or mental that affects a person—and that's pain. Drinking and smoking were Vivian's way to soothe the wound she was feeling inside. The gruesome work of her piled up paperworks and cases she had to deal with. It might be hard for her but at the end all of it did succeed. Living in this world is just messed up.
"Lord why do I have to go through this? Is it really hard to commit myself for you? I know I did deserve every problems that I faced but why did you also affect my roommate? Is it because she's not the right person for me? Or is it because I'm not faithful enough for you?" Vivian said while crying inside the bar.
Being faithful to God was hard for Vivian. She knew that she wasn't following him. She can follow that rules of the law given by the government but for the law of God— she's having a hard time obeying it.
(Vivian's POV)
Oh damn this tequila hit different for me like the reality just punched me. Inhaling this smoke from my cigar is like breathing in the problems then exhaling them isn't that cool? Yeah actually don't. I know it's bad but I can't. I just can't control it.
All they say is being a Christian is easy but being like a Christian is not that easy.
"I should go now. It's now late in the evening." she uttered.
She is now leaving the bar and walking so tipsy that she don't mind everyone looking at her.
BEEP! BEEP!
"Shit! I almost got hit there." Vivian got scared and ran to go to her dorm.
Because she was so drunk, she still got to sing while walking now, close to her dorm room.
"The wheels on the bus go round and round
Round and round, round and round
The wheels on the bus go round and round
All through the town."
All of a sudden a thud has been heard from the dorm.
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(Azari's POV)
WHAT WAS THAT SOUND?! DID SOMEONE FELL ON THE FLOOR? I SHOULD CHECK OUTSIDE.
Huh? Why is there someone singing a child's song—it sounded like this person is familiar to me.
"The wheels on the bus go round and round
Round and round, round and round
The wheels on the bus go round and round
All through the town."
Azari went out—and was shocked to see that her best friend is just laying on the floor.
"Oh my gosh! What happened to you?" she said.
"Huh? I-I'm f-fine." Vivian replied.
"I'll help you up now. You should sleep in my room just for tonight. Got it?"
"Yes ma'am." Vivian answered.
HOW DARE YOU CALL ME MA'AM??? AM I THAT OLD? Just kidding, BUT NEXT TIME CALL ME ZARI—
(Vivian's POV)
"My body's t-tired. I-I should sleep now." I said as I sighed from the tiredness.
"I already told you Vivian, you wouldn't even last outside living in a different dorm. You would always come back from where your best friend lives." Azari supposed when Vivian now slept.
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(Charlotte's POV)
I woke up peacefully and I felt like my other side was no one sleeping on it. Oh wait, WHERE'S VIVIAN? SHIT THIS IS ALL MY FAULT-
Charlotte stood up from bed and went out of her room to check where Vivian is. After minutes of searching she didn't found her, luckily her eye caught a paper on the sofa.
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Note:
Hi baby. I believe that you are now reading this. Don't worry tho I went home now since I still have work to do.
Love, Vivian
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"Oh okay. It's good that she left a note here." Charlotte answered.
I didn't even got the chance to tell her something about my twin that would make them all shocked.
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This Can't Be The End of Me
Teen FictionWhere Vivian is the person everyone who could wish to live like and to be like. Assuming that her life would be so perfect not until love and work got into testings and trials. Vivian Cartier, an attorney and a detective. She graduated just at the a...
