adopted by elizabeth olsen

part 10

"lizzie..." i said hoping some big thing would happen that would distract lizzie and i wouldn't have to tell her. "yes?" "well..." "holly hurry up what is it" "that man was my old foster father" "oh why didn't you just say hi?" "lizzie he used to do terrible things..." she looked at me confused "to me." i finish my sentence. "oh.. like what?" she asked. "well he used to chain me up in his basement and r r r@pe me" i said as tears poured out my eyes when all the flashbacks came running into my head. i don't think i was meant to tell her, it just came out but it's too late now. "sorry lizzie i know i'm disgusting having sex at a young age, a slut" "no holly, you have to
understand that was forced upon you, and it definitely under no circumstances makes you a disgusting person and definitely not that got awful word you called yourself!" "okay you listen to me we're going to go back to my house watch a movie and i'll take you back to your parents on time so you don't get in trouble okay?" "okay" i said disappointedly as i knew i was going back to nobody. but i can't tell lizzie that and she is not my carer so i need to suck it up, like i do with the rest of my life. "don't worry though because i'll be picking you up bright and early so you can come meet scarlett remember!" she must've noticed my face. shit. "oh yeah can't wait!" i say with a little more excitement. "great, i'll turn on the radio"

lizzies pov:
truth is i want her to stay tonight but she has parents she needs to be back for. and i only turned on the radio so i can hear her sing again!

my favourite song comes on so me and holly sing our hearts out to it for the rest of the car ride home!

If I only could, I'd be running up that hill
If I only could, I'd be running up that hill."

It doesn't hurt me
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
You, it's you and me

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
If I only could, oh

You don't want to hurt me
But see how deep the bullet lies
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder
Ooh, there is thunder in our hearts

Is there so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, it's you and me
It's you and me won't be unhappy

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
Say, if I only could, oh

You
It's you and me
It's you and me won't be unhappy

"C'mon, baby, c'mon darling
Let me steal this moment from you now
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling
Let's exchange the experience, oh..."

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
With no problems

If I only could
Be running up that hill
With no problems

"If I only could, I'd be running up that hill
If I only could, I'd be running up that hill."

"i mean it holly you have an amazing voice" "lizzie you're underestimating your own voice, it's outstanding" i blush a little as i love being told that secretly. we walk inside and put pitch perfect on because who doesn't like pitch perfect! i lay with holly thinking about what she told me earlier. i can't believe everything she has been through. i make us some snacks so i know she's eaten before she goes home and then finally it was time to take her home. "goodnight love you!" she says. i'm not sure if she meant to say it but it felt nice. "love you too!" i reply meaning every word.

hollys pov:
shit i was so not supposed to say that but she replied. i'm sure she was just being nice or you know reflexes. i try not to get myself hung up on it but it's all i could think about until i fell into a well needed deep sleep.

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heyyy! it's summer break and i'm counting down every day until i get to go on holidayyyy!!! i'm so excited. what's your plans for this summer? i'd love to hear them! i'm more of a winter/ christmas girl though so this break isn't my favourite ( however in some aspects it is because it's the longest ) which i think should change to christmas! christmas should have the longer holidays. anyways hope you enjoyed the short chapter as it's all i could bring myself to write i'm very sorry!! i love yous all and be sure to take care of yourselves and stay hydrated this summer!!❤️❤️