It was perfect at the time
Sun-filled days
Music blasting with our voices in the background
Looking back
I should have seen how fake it all was
They're only memories now
Good at first but now they're tainted
Just like everything else
The countless songs I can never listen to again
Because they were our songs
And every time I hear them
I'm reminded of our friendship
And how you ruined it
Songs I loved
Quickly turn into tainted words
Some books will only ever
Bring me back to our discussions
The many laughs we shared
Inside jokes in everything
Can't look at it the same
The careless things we did
Thinking we were on top of the world
That our friendship would last forever
Things changed and I guess you did too
I started getting more hurt
You wanted a second chance
I gave it to you
It was the biggest mistake I ever made
You destroyed my family
Me
My hope of a good friend
You apologized the other day
I accepted it
But we will never be close again
I won't let you in my life because if I do
I'll be forced to clean up the mess you make
I felt so used
Now I feel stupid for being so clueless
You hurt me
And because of you I'll never be the same
My life is tainted with the memories you ruined
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Painful Words
Poetry*One moment he was my life The next he wasn't even part of it* This is a collection of poetry I've written that is ongoing. From friendships to heartbreak, it deals with many different topics.
