You were always 12 minutes away
You wished I would have stayed
But I left anyway
I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you today
You were my friend in every way
And sometimes in my mind I see your face
It's happy at first
Until I remember when you did your worst
Made me cry so much, I'll always have thirst
Even with time, it still hurts
You manipulated me, now your name by me is cursed
If I could change it, time I would reverse
Back to the times we had
The jokes that'd make me laugh
And before the controlling was bad
Now all you make me is sad
Hearing your name makes me mad
But I hear it every day, isn't that grand?
Hours in a hot tub swimming
The trio a grinning
Felt included and to me I was winning
Then you erased the board and left me sinking
Made me resort into overthinking
But regardless, I'll miss you with every fiber of my being
YOU ARE READING
Painful Words
Poetry*One moment he was my life The next he wasn't even part of it* This is a collection of poetry I've written that is ongoing. From friendships to heartbreak, it deals with many different topics.
