Chapter 37

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Universe - Former Solar System

-= MC's Point of View =-

"Just how long... has it been? emotions... I really forgot... how... it feels... truly nostalgic..."

After muttering that, I just watched as the domain around me was slowly repaired. The Root of Existence making sure it completely regained its existence.

After it was done, my sad smile was suddenly gone and replaced by an expressionless face. At the same time the ring on my hand that was originally glowing white suddenly flickered to light grey.

"Curious"

I said as I looked at my hands.

"Did I seriously lose my cool over a mere mortal? It's not like I care about its wellbeing or anything. What is going on? A mental failure... No, that's impossible. A curse then? Some kind of mind spell? Does it have some kind of passive attraction skill? A succubus-vampire hybrid perhaps? But despite its relatively long age, its body is childish and not attractive to the majority of the male gender... shouldn't the succubus's DNA affect its physical body too? Does it have universal Quantum Hormones? After all, from Frieza's memories some special species can attract their counterpart from another solar system entirely. But even in that case, my 100% IQ unconscious mind should be more than... no I should say obscenely overkill defence to get rid of any outside interference to my body. Is it even an attraction in the first place? Or some kind of..."

After going through a trillion possible scenarios and not finding a conclusive one, my lifeless eyes then narrowed.

"Not enough data."

As soon as I said that, the ring immediately turned back to full glowing white. My expressionless face also disappeared and a blank one took its place.

"Hmm" *Sweatdrop*

Uhh, it's really just emotions. It seems I'm still not used to feeling emotions yet. Or... isn't just normal at this level of intelligence? like being more human and that stuff.

"Is it a bad thing or good thing?"

I scratched my head in confusion. Should I just get rid of them or just roll with it?

"I could program my consciousness to completely control them but... wouldn't that just get the same result as getting rid of them?"

I then frowned and crossed my arms.

I can remove all the others and only leave emotional attraction but the problem then I will just be a Yandere.

No... that will be terrifying. For them I mean.

If I leave both emotional attraction and good ones then will I become Deredere.

Yeah... Nope. I don't want to be completely happy-go-lucky.

But if I leave the bad ones instead then I will be Shundere or Sadodere or is it Kuudere?

A tick mark appeared on my head as I shouted in frustration.

"Dere this... dere that... dere shit! It's not like I am a damn heroine or something! I'm a literal God for crying sake!"

Wait, God... Kami... Kamidere? A character with a god complex...

"...why do I suddenly feel insulted?"

I then slapped my face with both hands.

*Slap* "Whatever, forget it."

I will just leave it be like this and then try to not let my emotions get the better of me. It's not like I can't reverse everything if anything happens anyway.

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