I wanna ruin our friendship (Jinx x Fem!Y/N)

14.

A/N

Hey gays and gals
I'm late to publishing but that's cuz my bus broke down and I had low battery then forgot to publish-
Anyways I actually talked to people in my class 😰

T.w bullyimg, kissing, mention of 'toys', slight smut at end
Jinx's pov

It was lunchtime now, Y/N and I decided to go to the breachers and stay there.

"Do you always hang out here?" I ask and she nodded, "I just stay here and work on my own stuff... having no one to talk to is lonely..." she replied
"I'm sorry..."
"Hey... it's okay, I have you now so I'm not alone, neither are you!" She grins and makes me smile with her

She got closer to me and put her head on my shoulder and stayed there, I held her closer and smiled. She made me happy. I just... I just want to be appreciated...

She makes me feel wanted... I'm so sorry I was such an ass to you...

"Jinx?"
"Hmmm"

She looks up to me with a soft smile, "I love you"

I stared at her and just couldn't say it back. I was stuttering in my brain and I couldn't figure out if I'd mess this up or not. My mouth was quivering and she noticed

"It's okay if you can't say it back" she looked towards the track field while still resting on me, "you have a lot of demons in your head, I know it..." she muttered

"You make them go away..." I whispered and she held me closely

"You make mine go away too..."

"You aren't alone anymore Y/N... you have me and I have you."
"That's true, I just wonder what our future will be"
"What do you mean by that?"

She looked back at me, "We could get married, we could just stay a couple, we could get a cat together..." she started listing things we could do when we're older and I was blushing. I was a fucking tomato.

"Oh jinxxxx look at me" I looked straight into her eyes and she smiled

"See it's not that hard" she brushed some bangs to the side

"I love you Y/N." I say and she blushes

She moved her mouth towards mine and before she could kiss me, someone shouted at us

"Oi you freak!"
Y/N flinches and moved away quickly

I looked at the person who was speaking as they continued

"Get down here if you know what's good for you. You don't want a repeat of last time." She shouted at Y/N.

Y/N looked scared and was about to move off where she was sitting and I held her knee down and made her look at me, I did a weak smile towards her and got up myself

"What do you want." I said as I got to the person and she folded her arms

"Your Jinx aren't you? Why aren't you doing shit to her like you always do"
"Uh cuz I'm a better person"
"Bullshit"

Y/N's pov

Jinx and the girl were arguing and they were about to get into a fist fight at this rate, I went down and I held onto Jinx to stop her from doing something stupid

She looked at me and looked back at the girl, "Kindly fuck off before I make this ugly"

The girl scoffed and went off

I held onto her tightly and slightly cried, I wasn't letting her go.

"Toots..? Can you let go?"
"Sorry..." I didn't want to let go, I just held onto her.