I wanna ruin our friendship (Jinx x Fem!Y/N)

16.

A/N
Bros really getting distracted by Vi x reader stuff now
I'm moving on from my Jinx simp phase to Vi and Caitlyn oh god 💀

T.w. Angst ig, depressing topics 😔

Y/N's pov

I awoke to someone holding my waist and holding onto it for dear life...
I move my head slightly to see Jinx holding me

I smiled softly and she spoke, "Morning toots.." her sleepy voice made butterflies move in my stomach and I slightly blushed

Her face was in my chest and my arms were around her neck, she moved her head upwards and I saw that her hair was absolutely tangled and her makeup was ruined

"You look like shit" I muttered and she stuck her tongue out, "A thank you would be nice once in a while you know" she replied

I smirked and slightly pushed her off of me, I saw her phone that was on the bed somehow and I grabbed it to see the time. It was 6:30am. Her lock screen was a picture of me I didn't know she took... it was me smiling softly at her at the café from our first kiss... awe...

"Shit.. Cookie?" She hums in response "we need to get ready... I don't wanna skip again"

She sighs and moves away from me, she moves her hands to her face in attempt to wash any sleep off of herself and she mutters something

"You alright?" I ask and out her phone on the bed, "I'm fine." She replies instantly

I look at her with worried eyes and she looks back at me, "sorry..." she mutters and I smile softly, "it's okay..." I say and she smiles back

She gets up from her position and I just see everything. I blush and just look away

"I know I make you feel like that but it's too early for that crap Y/N" she says in a monotone voice makimg me shiver slightly

"Your the one who invited me to your sex dungeon"
"Tsk it wouldn't have ended that way if you didn't look that cute"
"You think I'm cute??"
"Dur"

I blush and just slide off the bed to the floor and grab whatever clothes I could find that were mine, my hair was a mess but I didn't care at this point, I wanted to brush Jinx's bush

"You got a brush?"
"Uh lemme check... yep" she chucks the brush into my head
"FUCKING HELL"
"You asked for it"
"I hate you."
"I hate me too" she laughs at her comment

"No baby don't-" I say in a worried voice and look over to her as she was dressed
"..." she mumbles something and crawls into a ball on the floor

I move towards her and see that she's crying, "Hey... what's wrong" I try to get closer but she jumps into me

"I'm sorry Y/N... so sorry..." she mumbles and I hold her closely, she has her head in the crook of my neck and her arms were around my shoulders, I put my own around her waist and made circles with my thumb on her

"Shhh... it's okay..." I whisper to try and calm her down, it was working slightly but then I heard her breathing quicker and I felt her moving even deeper into me

"It was an accident... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

"Jinx?"
"IM SORRY VANDER!" She shouted and cried into me

I don't know what's going on in her head but all I know right now, she's having a panic attack or something... I kissed her forehead and whispered nice things into her ear hoping that she'd listen to my voice

After a few minutes, she calmed down and just held onto me like a koala and I was her tree

"Do you wanna talk about it?" She swayed her head side to side indicating that she didn't wanna talk to me. Understandable, it must be a hard topic.