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008|I don't like wolves, no offense

Raina

"What are you?" I asked him snapping out of my daze

His looks, his scent, his smile it all captivated me

I felt like I was being hypnotized like I was in a trance

And if that was the case I don't want it to be stopped

Spending over a millennium without a mate and watching everyone else with their mates tends to make you feel lonely

For me it was different because I had grown to hate humans and that hatred caused me to turn into a cold, emotionless, powerful being

I was a blessing but also a curse, I loved what I was, I loved who I was

Despite being around people who thought of themselves as monsters

People who said they were damned and had no soul

Cough cough Edward cough cough

I ignored it all because all I had left was Jane and Alec our mother was dead our father was dead and we had no family aside from them

So there was nothing holding me back

I may be the youngest but mentally I've always been the oldest

Watching Jane and Alec with their mates, the kings and queens

(Didyme is not dead in this)

Felix and Heidi, Demitri and Anisa, then there were the lower guards as well

There are vampires who lost their mate such as Marco he lost his mate years ago and the only reason he was kept alive is because of his gift

Aro is addicted to power so if he finds an opportunity to gain more power he'll jump at the chance

Usually when a vampires mate is killed you're supposed to put the vampire out of its misery

There's no point in living without a mate but that's only if you're aware it's kind of stupid but understandable

When you meet your mate it's as if your whole world changed and living without them will feel like your heart is being ripped from your chest

You'll feel the bond break kind of like a string or a twig snapping

Usually the pain is too much to bare but other times they end up having second chances