UNHOLY

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Kaagad akong bumangon at nag ayos upang umuwi. I was putting on my lipstick when I glanced at the man who is still sleeping on the bed. Tulog na tulog pa ito dahil wala naman itong pahinga nang dumating kahapon. Dumiretso ito sa pakikipagkita sa akin at buong gabi kaming nagtalik kaya't alam ko kung gaano ito ka pagod.

Ako nga ay gusto pang matulog at magpahinga dahil hindi biro ang panghihina ng katawan ko ngayon ngunit kinailangan ko nang umuwi.

I thought my husband is still "out of town" because of his business. But I know what kind of "business" it is.

"A vacation with his mistress" type of business.

I also did not expect that he will come home after two days because he usually comes home after a week of spending it from his mistress' lap. When I was done, I picked up my bag from the couch and looked at my lover once more before I walked away.

I already imagined his face when he wakes up. He really doesn't like it when he wakes up without me beside him.

I smiled at that thought.

I was driving on my way home when my phone rang again and saw my husband's name on the screen.

Hindi ko na ito pinansin at nag focus lang sa pagda-drive. Magkikita naman kami mamaya kaya ano pa ba ang gusto nito?

Ngunit hindi ito tumigil sa pagtawag sa akin kung kaya't padabog ko na itong sinagot nang nasa stop light na.

"Why are you not answering the call, Dakota?!"

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"I am driving. I don't want to get involve in an accident just for a phone call."

Rinig ko ang buntong hininga nito sa kabilang linya.

"I just miss my wife. I regret to be away from you for a week."

Gusto kong humalakhak dahil alam ko naman na mas gugustuhin nitong manatili sa kandungan ng babae niya.

"I have to end the call now. Bye."

Sabi ko nalang at kaagad na binaba ang tawag. Napabuntong hininga ako at napaisip sa sitwasyon ko ngayon.

Adrian...my husband and I are a product of an arranged marriage.

But it was not the problem. We've know each other for so long and I kind of developed some feelings towards him. When our parents told us about the wedding, we did not hesitate to agree.

Adrian is a good man. Or so I thought.

I thought that he will take care of me and I also trusted him with my life. There was no complications before because I was studying and did not have a chance to be in a relationship before I got married. Maybe because I was a nerd and not so stylish when it comes to fashion back then. Nobody also dared to court me because of how powerful our family when it comes to the business world. But I did not care about it because I know that Adrian is enough for me.

He also did not have a girlfriend at that time and said that he also kinda likes me so our family was really delightful when we agreed to get married for the merging of two big companies. We were happy at first and very overwhelmed with the new stage of our lives. But Adrian made everything lighter.

He was my first in everything. First kiss, first touch. And he also took my virginity.

We talked and discussed not to have a baby yet so we could get to know each other more. And I agreed to that because it just make sense. It was an amazing experience. The whole marriage was incredible. Not until I figured out that he was cheating after years of being married to me. Matagal na pala niya akong niloloko ngunit magaling lang talaga siyang magtago. Nobody told me about it because I was the one who figured it out.

One time, he went home so drunk and I took care of him. He was drinking with his colleagues and I let him be because I am not that clingy and possessive and I also trusted him.But my world just stopped when I saw some hickeys on his neck.

I did not know what to do at that time and he woke up like nothing happened the next morning. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman dahil hindi naman ako nagkaroon ng experience sa pagn-nobyo. Lalong lalo na sa pag aasawa.

And I also refused to believe that Adrian can do such thing to me. Or ganoon lang siguro talaga ang nature ng ibang tao kagaya ko. Na kahit gaano ka obvious na ng isang bagay ay pinapairal pa rin natin iyong pagka in denial natin dahil ayaw nating masaktan. At mas lalong ayaw nating ma-disappoint sa taong nanakit sa atin.

And so, I let it pass.

But It didn't happen just once.

He has trips na sinubaybayan ko. He has transactions on his cards that were very questionable that I know he spent some for his mistress. And many many more.

I just can't accept the fact he still acts like he is not doing anything behind my back. He remained to be sweet like the Adrian that I knew before. But I know better now. I tried to confront him once about it because I don't want our marriage to go into waste and was really eager to work things out.

But he just gaslighted me and made me think that I am crazy for thinking that he is cheating me. But fuck him.

When I say that womens' instincts are always right, it's the truth.

And so...if he wants to play inside this marriage...I decided to do the same.

And that's how I met the amazing man who just gave me multiple orgasms earlier. I parked my car when I arrived at our house. I took a deep breath and calmed myself. But before I can even get out of the car, I received a text from someone.

You know how I fucking hates it when I wake up without you.

I just chuckled and did not reply.

And with that, I am ready to face my cheater of a husband.

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