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Hearts 💔💔💔

When Ray was a baby The One showed up and gave him a power to see a red shaped heart on people's chest. As he grows up, he learns what it means to lose and give those peices.
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As a child he had a weird unforgettable memory he hated so much.
'Hyperthymesia'
He soon found out the condition of what he was suffering to.

He was alone buried in his books but he tries his best to shove all those information in his head. He hates it as well but he likes it whenever he can use this information at times their little siblings ask him about stuff– They asked Him!– instead of Norman.

Norman and Emma.
He Treasures and Love those two so much than those two can imagine. They stood by him and persistently broke his walls despite his harsh attempts push them away to build it back up. He did felt overwhelmed but he soon became rather soft whenever it's a task given by those two to him. He likes how they try to keep him in the middle, respecting his space yet also including him into their world– it reminds him that he's alive and human.
But He often hates them when they do it at the days his siblings are adopted.

Their hands.
They ALWAYS are willing to offer it to him. He doesn't take it knowing full well he plans to off himself for the escape.

Their eyes.
They're sincere and innocent. Full of curiosity Ray preferred they didn't get to know of whatever disgusting things he's been doing for them.
He despises the naivety Emma gives and the quick adapting ability Norman has just to satisfy his curiosity as well as keeping the other's happy.

Because he doesn't have it.

But he soon learns to love the two for their differences.

Ray stared at them. Norman and Emma secretly having their small little meetings in the forest because now they know.

He shows himself and they immediately puts him in the plan.

He couldn't help feel bitter and regret. Have they not considered him as their enemy? A possible enemy? A possible threat?

Right at this moment, they are already exposed to Isabella. He closes his eyes before staring at their tiny hearts flickering in front of them. Emma's heart was firm and absolute without a speck of cracks unlike Norman's who had started to gain cracks.

He wonders how he'll be able to keep Norman safe at this point. So despite his crazy way of saying he won't let Emma go with her plan alone. Ray decided that he'd helped which he considered was the best action he did as the cracks in Norman's heart started to heal.

He meets with Isabella. Eyes always looking from behind her. Unknowingly to her, Ray stares at her heart. Each heart has different divisions on it but Isabella's heart held three peices– one already empty or broken away– that are crumbling apart. When he told her who had found the secret, he watches one of those peices crumble in mild fascination.

He asks if she was okay with it and she answers with words he expects her to say. Cold and uncaring words yet the cracks in her heart made more noises that made Ray want to cover his ears. He uses this method to remind himself that his mother who is a monster that kills them is also human. But he also feels bitter knowing she is.

He likes to listen to the beat of Norman and Emma's heart it might sound the same but for him it was like listening to music. His other siblings too. They made small beats and some kind of tone.

He watches Gilda's and Don's heart crack at finding out half of the secret due to Emma or maybe Norman's idea to lie to them.

When Norman outed him as a traitor, he sees Norman's heart cracks and pieces fell off it's shape.