His Multiple Personality Disorder

Chapter 20

A long chapter ahead🌞
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Y/n: "Because I'm already committed to Taehyung! And you need to love me too! Because I love you!"

I burst off. I looked at him who was giving me a blank stare. My throat suddenly went dry. He had no expression, but had an unusual frown.

Kimchi: "But what if I don't?"

He whispered, I was caught by surprise.

Kimchi: "What if I don't love you? Are you forcing me?"

I licked my lips nervously.

Y/n: "N-no K-Kimchi.. I-"

He cut me off.

Kimchi: "Taehyung accepted you?"

He asked sadly. He was sad to say that Was he disgusted?

I nodded nonetheless. I didn't know how to feel, ashamed? Embarrassed? Or Proud? When he was looking at me like that?

Kimchi: "B-but I don't love you! I-I just saw you as my bestfriend!"

I whipped my head at him as my eyes filled with tears.

Y/n: "Y-you'll realize your feelings.. if not p-please give me a chance-"

I tried to explain him, but instead he burst out.

Kimchi: "How can you say that! When I know I don't love you, how could I realize the feelings?! I saw you only as my bestfriend That's it!"

His lips quivered as fat tears rolled down his bread cheeks.

Wow?! It's me hurt here and he is crying.

He fell on his knees. I approached him but he just backed away.

Kimchi: "Don't p-please.. y-you played me right?"
He whispered. I felt a pang in my heart.

Y/n: "what are you saying, Kimchi?"

Kimchi: "D-don't I have any feelings?"

Y/n: "Please let me--"

Kimchi: "E-even if I don't want you to be someone like that.. but I h-have to adjust! I n-need to, even if it's against my will... b-but hear me I would never accept YOU! Because I don't love you! You're forcing me, YOU'RE SELFISH!"

He yelled and ran past me, intentionally bumping onto my shoulder.

I didn't even notice when I was crying.

'Those same words again..! Why everyone thinks I'm selfish! When he had no one I was there with him and he just addressed me as someone like that? How can he do something like this to me?'

I wiped my tears as I bottled up my feelings and grabbed my backpack leaving the place.

I ignored others' stares and went out of the university, but a voice called me.

"Y/n!"

I stopped and turned around to meet a worried Lisa.

Lisa: "Where are you going?"

She asked as she stood in front of me.

Y/n: "um.. I-I'm going back at dorm.."
I tried to smile.

Lisa: "What? Why? The classes are pending"

I hesitantly looked at her.

Y/n: "I-I am not feeling w-well..."

She worriedly placed her hand on my forehead.