Can You Just... Hold Me?

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A/N: Hello love's! I am back with another fanfic that I am writing at 2 in the morning… for some damn reason 😃, anyway, in this au, Yuno never liked being touched, nor touching people, and I got this idea because I'm like that, and I hate being touched and don't like touching people and that's why I will most likely be touch starved in the future 🥲. Btw Yuno is asexual just like my dumbass 😌 (Also this is a magic school au 😀)

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Yuno never particularly liked being touched by people, nor liked touching other people, it wasn't like he was a germophobe or anything, he just didn't like it. Even when he got his boyfriend, Asta, he didn't enjoy it, and Asta knew this and respected it and never touched Yuno without permission. Though Asta did get some boyfriend privileges, like being able to lay his head on his shoulder, and every time Asta would ask first. Another example is holding hands, though Asta would never have to ask for this, it just would happen naturally, and Yuno was ok with it.

Yuno and Asta have been dating since their 1st year in Highschool, they are now in their 3rd year. And during this time Yuno has gotten more used to Asta's touch, and craved more of it but didn't know how to go about initiating it or even telling Asta he was now suddenly ok with physical contact. He thought Asta might think Yuno was forcing himself to do this for Asta's sake, which wasn't the case. He wanted Asta to know he was doing this of his own free will and wanted Asta to touch him. But more than anything he wanted to be held by Asta, he wanted to be wrapped up in Asta's warmth and scent, he wanted to kiss Asta more than they usually do, he just wanted Asta.

Asta was visiting Yuno in his apartment to study, it wasn't unusual for them to do this, in fact, they really enjoyed it. The only problem was that Yuno kept getting distracted by Asta. The raven kept glancing at Asta, studying his features. His tan skin, his muscular figure, his crazy, gray hair going in all sorts of directions, his beautiful emerald eyes that glistened in the setting sun, the way Asta's tongue stuck out the side of his mouth trying to concentrate to the best of his ability. Yuno just wanted to hug him and kiss him like there was no tomorrow.

While admiring Asta, Yuno completely forgot he was staring and was caught by Asta, he laughed. "Y'know, staring can be considered rude." Yuno's cheeks heated up hearing this. Asta leaned forward and pecked Yuno on the forehead before smiling and continuing with his studies. Yuno sighed in relief. Asta wasn't too bothered by his staring.

"Hey Yuno, you can continue studying, I'm just gonna go lie down on your bed if that's ok?"

"Yea that's fine." Yuno gave Asta a light smile of reassurance, Asta walked up to Yuno and quickly kissed his fluffy black hair. "I love you." Though Yuno mumbled this Asta heard it and froze with a light blush creeping up him, before smiling a wide toothy grin, he wasn't used to Yuno saying it first but was bouncing with excitement when he did. "I love you too!" At this point, Asta wanted to shower Yuno with hugs and kisses but thought about how he needed to respect his boyfriend's boundaries and resist the temptation. Soon enough Asta collapsed on the bed half asleep.

After about 15 minutes of studying later, Yuno was getting tired as well and decided it was enough for today. When he turned around he had completely forgotten about the ash blonde sleeping on his bed. Yuno didn't really know what to do because he didn't want to wake his lover up but also didn't want to sleep on the couch or floor. After a while of thinking, he abandoned the thought of where he would sleep and just thought about if he should kiss Asta or not.

It didn't take Yuno long to decide, he wanted to kiss Asta for once instead of it being the other way around. Yuno slowly crept towards his bed and looked at Asta's sleeping face, it was so calm and adorable. Yuno slowly lowered his hand to caress Asta's lower lip, it was moist and slightly cracked, and it was a pretty pale pink color that was slightly open, he couldn't resist. The blackett dropped his head down to the pair of lips, it was soft and gentle. But Yuno wasn't expecting the pair of lips to kiss back. His eyes shot open to see he a pair of emerald eyes staring back at him. Yuno quickly broke the kiss blushing violently. "You don't have to be embarrassed. I was actually really hoping for this." Asta seemed so happy, Yuno never really expected him to be smiling much less happy he kissed him. "I-i." Was all Yuno could stutter out, he couldn't help being embarrassed.

Yuno slowly walked up to Asta and straddled his lap, wrapping his arms around the shorters back, while resting his head on Asta's chest, flushing a deep red. Asta also started blushing furiously, in all the time they were dating, he never expected this but was beyond happy. He wanted to wrap his arms around the raven, but also wanted to make sure he was ok with it.

"Can your just… hold me?" Said the taller burring his head into the shorters chest Inhaling his scent. It smelt of coconut and palm trees and the scent was very relaxing to Yuno. Soon enough Asta wrapped his arms around Yuno's waist pulling him closer. Though it was a bit awkward because Yuno was taller, it was still comfortable. Soon enough they fell down on the bed. Yuno comfortable on Asta's chest, with strong arms wrapped around him, this is what Yuno wanted all along.

Finally, after so long, Yuno got what he wanted; to be held by his lover, to be wrapped up in his warmth and scent, and to kiss Asta more often. And from that day forward he was pretty confident all of that would be true.

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A/N: Hello love's! I really hope you enjoyed this fic, it was just on the top of my head so I really hope it's good. Thinking about this, poor Yuno is just touch-starved and needs some love. And as always pls vote and comment any ideas you have, it does help a bunch. Anyways have an amazing day/night.

Word count: 1113

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