Give Him Back

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"Get out you waste of space failure of a child go die!" The head master yelled. The silver haired boy to scared to speak hung his head low. " Don't ever return" the vice headmaster added her voice filled with disgust. The kids watching pointed and laughed scared that if they didn't they would end up just like the silver haired boy. That boys name was atsushi nikajima a 6 year old orphan boy. Atsushi turned to face the open gate. He had sufferd so much torture both mentally and physically to the point that any grown sane man would have killed himself over. Atsushi did indeed want to die but something was holding him back he was curious to see if the world outside the walls of tourture he grew up in were different. Atsushi raised his head again and smiled the head masters face turned to shock he went to grab atsushi but atsushi spun on his heals and sprinted full speed out the gate. The head master wasn't actually kicking atsushi out it was just suppose to scare him but now a mentally unstable kid with no control of his ability was loose.

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Atsushi sat balled up under a outside dining table. The rain fell hard and a cold breeze carrying water would hit atsushi ever so often but he didn't react. He watched as people walked past laughing,smiling, happy atsushi just stared. He had been outside for maybe 3 months atsushi felt no different all he had was freedom and less beatings people would look at him some would kick him others giving a dollar or some Food they no longer wanted. Atsushi felts water fall down his face he looked up thinking the table had a hole but he realized it was his eyes he was crying. Once coming to realize this he began to cry more and more harder. He constantly whipped his eyes and hiccuped trying to stop the tear that kept coming one after another. He need them to stop he would die of dehydration if this kept going on he began to panic witch just made him cry more. "Hey there look at me" a voice filled atsushis ears. Atsushi moved his hands his blurry eyes made out the image of a boy with orange hair and blue/gray eyes. Atsushi whipped his eyes to see the boy better. "Come here" the boy said softly he dropped his umbrella beside him and opened his arms. Atsushi stared for a moment but then crawled to the boy scared he might be forcably dragged. The boy imdentliy lifted the umbrella over the two of them he then picked atsushi up."why are you here alone were you abondoned?" The boy asked atsushi nodded" that's messed up" the boy mutters " what's your name?" He asked and smiled softly at atsushi. "A..atsushi.." atsushi muttered "atsushi eh that's a cute name" the boy said atsushi strated into his blue eyes he didn't see a hint of disgust. "I..I'm 6 h..how old.a.are y...you?" Atsushi stuttered out. " I'm 15 and my name's chuuya" the orange haired boy answers atsushi nodded. "M..mr chuuya are you...g...gonna hurt m...me" atsushi asked chuuya eyes widen "No of course not I'm gonna help you would you like to live with me?" Chuuya asked atsushi stayed quiet and nodded." Great let's go I bet your starving" chuuya said and carried atsushi off.

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"Have you ever been in one?" Chuuya asked pointing to the bathtub. Atsushi looked at the tub and shook his head no." Here I'll show you how it works kay?" Chuuya said walking and sitting on the bathtub. Atsushi walked over slowly and stood in between chuuya legs." First you make sure that the little hole here is covers with the drain cover." Chuuya said showing atsushi the drain cover then placing it over the drain" next you make sure that this metal rod attached to the faucet is down". Chuuya then pushed the  rod down "why...?" Atsushi asked in a mutter. "Because you see that up there it's called a shower head water falls from up there too and if your not carefull the water can get in your eyes when you don't want it too."chuuya explained atsushi nodded " alright now we turn this nozel untill the water becomes the temperature you want it." Chuuya placed his hand under the water and twisted the nozel till the water was warm." Here feel it" chuuya said and motioned for atsushi to stick his hand in. Atsushi hesitated but then stuck his hand in." It's..nice." atsushi said and lend over chuuya leg to stick both his hands in. Chuuya smiled holding atsushi so he didn't slip." Do you want bubbles?" Chuuya asked atsushi looked at him" c..can i?" Atsushi questioned chuuya nodded and grabbed a body wash luckily he had a skin sensitive body wash because it was gonna be well needed. Chuuya poured some into the water and mixed it alittle. Atsushis eyes began to sparkle with excitement as the bubbles builded up. " I'm gonna grab a few things okay?" Chuuya said and looked at atsushi who nodded and sat on the floor beside the tub.  Chuuya stood up petting atsushis head then walking off. Atsushi sat there staring at the bubbles for a few minutes then a loud crash followed by  yelling filled his ears atsushi covered his mouth and crawled to the side of the toilet balling up. He began to shake and his eyes watered. " OHH CHIBIII WHERES MY FAVORITE DOGGG"  someone's voice yelled echoing loud threw the house" YOU DAMN MACKERAL GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT!"chuuya yelled in return another crash was heard." Awww but chibiii I missed you" the voice replied." Ugh fine sit on the couch or something I'm busy" chuuya said and his foot steps began to walk threw the hallways." Busy? With what taking a bath?" The voice asked" yes now go away" chuuya said and opened the bathroom door. Atsushi stayed quiet chuuya eyes scanned the bathroom frantically till he noticed a little tuff of gray hair. He let out a sigh of relief and sat the things he was  holding onto the sink. " Come here it's okay" chuuya said softly and crouched a bit " chibi what the actual fuck are you doing?" The voice asked." Come on he won't hurt you" chuuya said ignoring the boy. Atsushi peeked his head out looking at the tall boy behind chuuya he had brown hair and hazel eyes he was covered in bandages. " Did you kidnap a child!?" The boy asked shocked. Atsushi stood up and walked to chuuya." W..who's he...is he ..okay?" Atsushi asked " oh he's dazai and yeah he's fine" chuuya said. Atsushi looked up at dazai they made eye contact dazai's eyes were dull atsushi could tell they were filled with pain and hatred like his own eyes. Atsushi pulled away from chuuya and hugged dazai who stood there before running his hand threw atsushis hair." Who's kid is this?" Dazai asked " mine"chuuya replied bluntly "your's you gave birth to a child I mean I'm not to surprised you do look like a girl" dazai said chuuya growled under his breath before standing up." I didn't give birth to him I'm a boy u idiot plus I'm only 15" chuuya said as he stood up and glanced at the tub it was half way filled. " I illegally adopted him" chuuya said and pulled atsushi from dazai. "Illegally?" Dazai questioned " yeah I found him in the rain abit ago" chuuya said and pulled atsushi over by the tub crouching down he began to unbutton his top. Atsushi watched as he undid the buttons. " I'm gonna give him a bath fill free to sit in the couch or watch but like don't stare that's weird". Chuuya said and slipped atsushis shirt off his eyes widen there were tones of wounds both open and closes burn marks everywhere one wound looked extremely disgusting (skip a few lines if u don't wanna read what the wound looked like) it was deep and looked infected it was white and puss fell from it the puss slightly pink where the wound opening is(safe here) chuuya gaged slightly making Atsushi cover the cut with his hand." Are you good chibi?" Dazai asked walking over " y..yeah" chuuya muttered. Dazai crouched besides chuuya" let me see" dazai said ignoring all of the other scars and burns. Atsushi shook his head" why not?" Dazai asked "I..it's gross..." Atsushi muttered" that's fine I've seen a lot of Gross things show me okay" dazai said atsushi looked at chuuya who looked away atsushi moved his hand relaving the scar dazai looked closely at it" it's infected that's for sure* dazai said he turned and grabbed some tissues cleaning it atsushi winced. " After the shower bring him to me so I can sew it closed." Dazai said and stood up chuuya looked at him" yeah alright."
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Atsushi sat beside dazai who was looking threw the first aid kit. Chuuya was in the kitchen making dinner he was a pretty mature for a 15 year old.  Dazai found the needle and thread he pulled atsushi onto his lap and cleaned the wound with alcohol wipes atsushi hissed and sat up but dazai pushed him back down" it's okay calm down" dazai said looking atsushi in the eyes. Atsushi stared back a glimpse of comfort shined in dazai's eyes atsushi laid back against the couch arms the rest of his body on dazai as dazai continued to clean the wounds. " Alright I'm gonna sew it ,it's gonna hurt a little bit" dazai stated and threaded the needle atsushi closed his eyes. Dazai looked at atsushi for a moment he saw himself some how. Dazai began to sew the wound closed atsushi barely moved only a little here and there. Dazai left a little part open to drain any bit of the infection out." Alright sit up I'm gonna bandage you okay." Dazai said moving to sit atsushi up. Dazai then reached over and grabbed the bandages. Atsushi yawned dazai bandaged him up making sure they were tight but not too tight." Say kid who did this to you.." dazai asked atsushi looked up at him" t...the orphanage and some random strangers" atsushi said dazai grabbed the shirt chuuya gave to atsushi and slipped it over him it was big so it slid off some but that was all he had at the moment adopting a kid wasn't a plan at that time or ever probably. Atsushi slid off dazai's lap and began to walk to the kitchen he winced but nonetheless continued his walk. Atsushi looked up at chuuya staying right beside him chuuya not noticing atsushi moved and bumped into him chuuya gripped the pot he was holding making sure it didn't fall but he yelped when the boiling water burned him. Atsushi moved away and looked at chuuya both scared and worried, that chuuya was severely hurt." I..I'm sorry I ...didn't mean to..." Atsushi mutter and stood by the wall" no, it's okay it was and accident just next time make sure to tell me your near by okay?" Chuuya said and smiled softly as he ran water on his hand. Dazai walked into the kitchen" what happened?" Dazai asked chuuya looked at atsushi then to his hand" I spilled some water on my hand that's all." Chuuya said and pulled his hand out the water. Dazai looked at atsushi then chuuya but shrugged it off. Chuuya knew dazai was raised harshly ever mistake resulted in being hit and beat half to death he feared that if atsushi was seen making mistakes he would do the same to Atsushi he already couldn't save akutgawa he couldn't let two kids go down that path. Chuuya motioned for atsushi to come here atsushi did chuuya pulled atsushi close to his leg witch atsushi took as an opportunity to hug." Don't worry your safe okay"chuuya said atsushi looked up at him and nodded.