Stay With Me

49|Let Go|

Yahoo! I probably should've informed you all - mainly the ones who don't read the manga- that there are going to be some manga spoilers in here. I know, bad author! But I do advise you that this contains spoilers so read at your own risk. Anyway, hope you're all enjoying it and I'll see you in the next chapter! Bye-Bye!

"I'm sorry if you missed me, I got into juvie when people talked sh*t about Mikey. You must be mad at me." Sanzu chuckles as he places the flowers down. "I missed you too. More than you can imagine." he hums as he sat down in front of the Sano family grave. "Are you doing okay? Is it nice up there? I hope it is for you. You were always an angel after all." Sanzu smiles, but it began to quiver as her face appeared in his head. No matter how many times he told himself that this was real. . .he couldn't shake off the feeling that she was gone. He loved her with all his heart. . .dreaming of a day where he could ask her to be his. . .to forever be with her. . .to have a family with her. To shower her with all his love and affection which was never-ending. He knew a few others loved her too, but it didn't matter to him. All he wanted was his (Y/n). . .his queen. . .his angel. "I love you so much. . .please. . .please stay with me." He cried. 

~ 1 month later ~

Sano Manjiro passed away.

Waka took Shin to get some drinks as a parting gift for Mikey. Shinichiro noticed his dead sister's name on Waka's collarbone. Waka noticed his stare. "Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. Thinking I could've done something to prevent that day from happening. I loved her Shin. . .she was the only one who could fill in the hole in my heart." Waka said as he grazed his fingers on her name. 

~ Skipping a bit ~

"Move! Move! Move!" Mikey shouts as he held the modeled plan in his hand. Shinichiro in shock stayed still as he was in disbelief. Though, he got kicked in the face as he failed to move. "Mikey, you hurt big bro!" Shin's eyes widen as he heard that almost forgotten voice. He sat up to see (Y/n) being carried by Takeomi. She jumped down from the older male's arms and punched Mikey's arm. "Ow! You hit hard!" Mikey fusses. The two began to fuss and pull each other's hair until they saw Shinichiro crying. Both were in shock by how their older brother was crying and mumbling nonsense. 

/ / / 

"This is so much fun!" Mikey smiles widely. "I want to drive next! Can I big bro?!" (Y/n) begged as she wanted to drive the motorcycle. "Yup! Just be patient!" Shin chuckles. When they came back home, Shin saw that his grandpa and Emma were fine. He then offered to clean around the house. Everything was fine until there was high pitched scream. He ran out and saw the kids crying and gathering around (Y/n). (Y/n) kept crying as her back was in pain. 

- - -

"I didn't mean to hurt (Y/n) or Sanzu. Something is wrong with me. . ." Mikey said. The next day, Shin and Mikey went to the hospital so Mikey could apologize to (Y/n) and Sanzu. "Don't worry about it, Mikey. I know you didn't mean it." (Y/n) smiles at Mikey. "I just wish I can do better at saving you from it like you were able to save me." (Y/n) says. Shin's eyes grew curious about what she meant. Did she lash out at some point and hurt someone? Shin shook his head and let it be. He then took Mikey to apologize to Sanzu. 

~ Year: 2003 ~

Shin began to panic as he was brought back to 2003. He wanted to know where Mikey and (Y/n) were and how were they. "Shinichiro!" (Y/n) called out to him. "I busted my hawk!" Mikey laughs nervously. "Can you fix it?" Mikey asks as he rubs the back of his head. Shin had tears beginning to form in his eyes. "How old are you two?" Shin asks, making the twins look at him with a weird expressions. "You two have grown so big. . ." Shin cried. He then fell to his knees. "Manjiro. . .(Y/n). . ." Shin cried. The twins quickly rush to his side. "Big bro, what's wrong?!" (Y/n) began to panic. Mikey as well. Shin felt so happy that his siblings were okay and healthy. That he was able to save them. 

~ Back to 2008 ~

"Both me and Mikey share those 'dark impulses', but I took more of it." (Y/n) said as she looked at Takemichi. "I did everything I could to not give, but on the day of the 'Bloody Halloween', it came for Mikey again. I had to protect Mikey from going any deeper. Not only did I want to save Baji from dying, but also Mikey. To save him from being trapped in that awful box, that I once called a haven." (Y/n) continued. "That box was nothing more than a coffin. It kept shutting the nails to make it hard to breathe. Doing it unless I gave in to it. But to be honest. . ." She looks up at the sky for a moment. "I think it was me in the end. To slowly kill myself while the darkness was still attached to my heart. Don't you see why I had to do it? I had to leave my twin! Why I had to push my friends away! To never commit in a relationship! I had to break my promise, because I have no choice but to leave. I can't stay with everyone forever." (Y/n) said. She then gripped her shirt and held her neck a bit. 

"I-I need to b-breath. . .I feel like. . .I'm going to go berserk." She said. "You don't need to hold back anymore." Takemichi finally said. "Huh?" "The second generation Tokyo Manji Gang was formed just to save you. So please release your dark impulses with all you've got. I can see the future, so I'll be able to do something about it." Takemichi said. "So!" he held out his fist towards her. "I'm the one who can crush your dark impulses." (Y/n) eyes changed a bit, as if she was back to her old self. "You can let go, (Y/n)," Takemichi says. (Y/n) changed back to the darkness and gave a small glare. "I don't care what happens to you." (Y/n) replied. Takemichi got ready to fight. "Let's finish all of this!" He shouts.