Staying Strong (One Direction, Niall Horan) *EDITING*

Message For Fans

Hey you! So I've been meaning to write this little message to you guys. Thanks bunches for reading! You can skip what is written under this if you'd like. But YOU MUST read the last couple of sentences. CLICKY ON THE VIDEO -> 

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I've been bullied before..alot. In the summer of 4th grade (I was like 8 or 9 I don't really remember) I harmed myself. Till this day I regret it. I don't remember what triggered me that day, but it must've been bad. I hate myself for doing that. In the 5th grade I used to get pushed around (somewhat) and get called names. Loser,ugly,fat,stupid,emo,goth, and some other uncalled for things. I didn't really have many friends, and actually I only have like three friends right now. I clearly remember one of my 'friends' posted a picture of an obese women on facebook tagging me. Everyone laughed at me...commented.. liked it. I remember crying myself to sleep that night. It was horrible. I had to beg her to take it off. It still makes me cry today. Sometimes I just feel so alone and think 'what's the point of life?' I always feel eyes on me; I always feel like people are judging me. And they are. There are so many people who don't understand words hurt. Until it happens to them, they wouldn't understand. Don't you ever feel so crappy you want to just cry? That's how I feel almost everyday. I have to fake smiles, laughs and my happiness at times so people won't ask me..'What's wrong?' I hate it. I hate when people do that. Sometimes I just feel like bursting into tears because of that. Anyway enough of my sappy little story. 

I wrote 'Staying Strong' for a reason. I started to write it because I wanted to stop myself from harming myself. It worked. I suddenly felt more happier. Then I would feel sad because people actually go through these things. If you see anyone who harms themselves go up to them and tell them 'Life get's better. Stay Strong.' And in a not creepy way hug them. A hug or a smile will change someone's day. If you ever harmed yourself, just know that life does get better. You will wear a real smile one day and think about happy things. I might not be there yet but we all will be. If you need to talk to someone I'm always here. Or if it's something really serious, please just call 1800-Suicide. You can tell them about your problems. They'll talk you out of comitting and realize life isn't so hard. Also if someone is sitting alone in during lunch or any where in school, go up to them and make a friend. Maybe they're in need of one. Being nice won't hurt anyone. If you've ever said any hurtful things or bullied someone with out knowing it; it's okay. You didn't know. But now you do so now you know what not to do. I should probably stop yapping about this. But yes moral of this story; Life gets better, just stay strong. Now here are some inspiring quotes. (-:

"Negativity isn't the way to go, smile more, eat some chocolate." - Ed Sheeran

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, Then it's not the end." -Ed Sheeran

"Love the life you live. Live the life you love." -Bob Marley 

"Smile and let everyone know that TODAY, you're alot stronger than you were yesterday." -Drake

"Once you figure out who you are and what you love about yourself, I think it all kind of falls into place."- Jennifer Aniston

"I do not care what people think about me, I care what they think about themselves." -Lady Gaga

"So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about." -Marilyn Monroe 

"You're pefect the way you are. Nothing's to change, except your attitude towards life." - Me 

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I don't know if this made any sense. By the way I have nothing against obese people, 'emo' or goth' people. I don't label people though so I don't know what those tags are for.