my sweet bully🌺 (Vkook Ft. Namjin)

my precious jin🌺

In the whole ride , tae was thinking about his hyungie. He was shaking and scared but didn't slow down and keep on fastening the car until he reached the hospital......

The whole ride was filled with lots of nagetive thoughts and more guilt , tae was blaming himself for the tragedy that has happened few minutes ago.....

'This is all my fault!
If only i could have hold his hand,
If only i  could have be more faster,
If only i could have be more stronger.......
If only i could  have protected him.....'

This are the thoughts were running inside tae's mind and poor boy was taking every blame on himself, even if he wasn't at any fault

'I'm useless, can't even protect the people I love'

He shut the door with a big bang and rushed inside the hospital.....

There he saw his joonie hyung, sitting on the chair with emotion less face , he was just staring at the emargency room infront of him without even blinking,

Suddenly tae's legs started to stop moving, he's hand became cold and head went numb.......
What will he answer if his joon hyung asked him about the tragic event? How will he show himself infront of his hyungie after he couldn't protect the most important person to his hyungie? He didn't know how to face his hyungie and just stood there, middle of the pathway........ being lost in his own thoughts.....

"Tae ...  TAE!!"

He snap out of unnecessary thought when he heard his hyung calling his name. 

Tae looked at joon and before he can even utter a word, he was pulled in the warm embrace of his hyungie, namjoon has taken tae's vulnerable shaken self in to his warm strong hands, he hugged tae softly as he patted on his head , whispering sweet nothing.....

The thing is when tae saw his joonie hyung, he got completely lost in his guilt and sorrow, he started to shake and was looking horrified..... his breath started to become slow and it felt hard to  breathe, when namjoon noticed tae's presence and the condition he was in .......joon immediately realised what was happening...  tae was having a minor panic attack, how does joon knew about it! Well it's not the first time he has saw his baby brother like this, after their parents had died in that accident tae had several panic attacks but after one and half year he was healed , his attacks where stoped...  This is the first time he was having a panic attack after so many years,

"Hey bear calm down, it's ok. Every thing is fine baby please calm down"

Namjoon held his baby brother tight in his arms, trying his best to make the little one calm ....
After some time tae calm down and finally joon let him go from the hug ....

"Are you ok now bear?"

Namjoon asked concern,

"I'm fine hyungie but Jin hyung......h-how is he ?!
I-Is he good? Did he hur-"

"He'll be fine tae , i know my love and i know he's stronger than this ........ he'll be fine! i just know that"