09/23/2020
I didn't lash out today! I only distracted myself with the pain my nails were causing on my thighs. Long nails are pretty when painted, but could also calm you down, distract you. Today I didn't break skin, but I wish it would've to be able to feel physical pain rather than emotional pain. Goodnight.
09/24/2020
I can't take it anymore... I want to give up. My mom is driving me crazy. Everything I do is bad for her. She looks at me with such disgust. I always find a way to ruin everything. She gets mad because I spend too much time away from her. Being around her drains me, our relationship has become so toxic. I drown myself in homework and reading to get away. But that just makes it worse, but yeah now I don't know what to do.
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Dear Diary
RandomNo Cliches. No happy ending. No romance. Just the journey of a girl, of me. This is my diary, the only place I can escape and not be strong, where I can actually pour out my bottled up feelings.
