I was going through my journals and actually found out that I stopped writing for almost a year. Finally I found the following entry which was on March 25th, 2018.
It seems as if a lot of things went downhill and I do not remember exactly what happened, but I might have an idea.
I remember there was a messy break up involved that shattered my trust and my parents were arguing a lot. For what I see it affected me greatly which made me lose control of my emotions, which explains why my refuge was writing all my feelings down.
Since It is hard for me to speak how I feel, because I don't even know what is wrong with me. From here it will usually bad moments or feelings, so please excuse me...
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Dear Diary
RandomNo Cliches. No happy ending. No romance. Just the journey of a girl, of me. This is my diary, the only place I can escape and not be strong, where I can actually pour out my bottled up feelings.
