Wednesday, August 7th, 2019

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Dear Diary,

        New beginnings, new opportunities and the last year of high school. On Monday it will be the first day of my senior year. Honestly I feel scared and nostalgic, due to the fact that I need to start looking into colleges. 

        After I graduate, my actual dependent life will begin. (A/N: not me feeling so happy for the upcoming year, little did I know how bad it would get.) Everything will be up to me and I am afraid I make the wrong choices and mess my life up. 

        There isn't much to do about my legal status, I can't work and I can't get scholarships. (A/N: little did I know that there was a full ride scholarship waiting for me) They say when everything is the hardest, that's when I keep pushing through. The question is when will I know I am going down the correct path, how will I know that the decisions I make will lead me to success.

         I've always been a believer (no. not Justin Bieber, gross.), so "diary" for me it's "God", so God please listen to my thoughts and help me out please. Guide me, help me with my family and my immigration status, let your will be done.

A/N: How so many things have changed, i mean i'll give myself points for having hope, right? A for effort.

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