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𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀
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Sweet and innocent
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"Do you believe 8 inches will fit in my mouth?" Nora questioned, and her question caused me to pause in the middle of applying my mascara.
"Why?"
"I was just wondering."
"Just shove a cucumber down your throat I don't know." I sigh, I shouldn't have been startled by her remark. While getting ready, I FaceTimed her so she could assist. Nora is a fantastic stylist; she recently launched her fashion brand and is doing well. I'm very proud of her.
"Where are you going like that?" As I reapplied my makeup, she asked. I don't wear much makeup, but when I do, I prefer to add a red lipstick to improve my self-confidence.
"I thought I told you?"
"No, you texted me I need help then I face-timed you and you answered the phone boobs naked—which I don't complain about— then proceed to complain about how to put on your hair."
"Oh, well I have a dinner with Luca's family—"
"YOU WHAT?!" She yells through the phone loud enough to make me jump.
I sigh, "I got into a deal with him to be his fake girlfriend."
"What the actual fuck?" I laugh at her reaction. "You will need to explain everything later because I think I'm gonna shit myself right now."
I frown. "Huh?"
"I drank milk, me and milk don't match together you know."
"Why did you drink it?"
"They grow my boobs." I rolled my eyes, only she would do such a thing like that. "Alright, I'm gonna go now, love you." She kisses her screen and I giggle telling her goodbye and hanging up. after five minutes I finished doing my hair and makeup I just needed to dress up.
I was going to finish getting ready but I look down and take a look at my body.
I loved my body but I hated what was on my body.
the scars. They all trigger dreadful flashbacks from my past. I can still think of all the causes of their suffering. We all have insecurities, despite the fact that I may always come across as confident.
