SKXAWNG

15.

"YOU. FUCKER" i shouted as i was in Quaritchs embrace.

i managed to kill off everyone except Quaritch and 3 other men, who had taken me into the aircraft, leaving Kawasi behind.

Kawasi, who had already feasted on the dead bodies, was by the entrance of the aircraft, roaring away to try threatening the men.

i was pushed the the ground, having my arms and legs stood on my the men as quaritch stood over my body, laughing at all of my scars.

it had gotten so bad, you could barely see my blue skin, it was all covered in cuts.

i was in excruciating pain as the cuts had bled out relentlessly.

"who would have thought.." quaritch spoke.

"you'd turn out like this?" he added as my gaze narrowed, watching him smile made my anger grow larger than ever.

i looked over to Kawasi, who's eye was visible from the door.

i clicked my tongue, it was my way of telling him to attack.

i had taught him that the first day we met.

kawasi slowly creeped away, trying not to get the attention of the men who had been standing on me so they wouldn't hurt me further.

but quaritch obviously heard the clicking and immediately stepped onto my chest harshly as i screamed in pain.

"FUCK YOU" i shouted straight afterwards, clenching my fists in pain as my wounds started to throb.

"where is jake sully" he asked.

"i'm not telling you.." i said.

he stepped on me even harder as my visions started to blur out.

"fuck you.." i said.

"WHERE IS HE" he shouted in my face as i could barely see his.

i started to hear ringing in my ears, but that went away fairly fast when the pressure put on my arms and legs weakened.

i looked up to see the men with arrows in their head, and how did Kawasi do it? i had no clue.

i immediately stood up, grabbed an arrow from my back and aiming it at quaritch, who had not a single weapon on him.

"stay back" i said, as the men laid in my blood bath below.

my blood was dripping from my arms and hair as i approached quaritch who had been staring at me, speechless with his hands on the air.

"who's in control now motherfucker?" i said with a smile.

he touched his pulse; and i immediately let go off of my bow, aiming at his arm

"FUCK" he shouted, letting go off of his pulse.

"don't fucking communicate with them" i said to him as he groaned in pain.

i smiled at his chest, concisely cut open arm until you could see his bones, as he had his hand on his arm.

i took out another arrow.

"lay down" i said

he did as i said, laying down on his back as he obeyed.

"last words?" i asked.

just as he was about to say something, i shot the arrow down into his stomach as he shouted in pain.

never have i heard something so loud.

his screams were even louder than anything i have heard before. even louder than his aircraft's.

although he was still conscious, i stood standing above his body as he took his weak hands to the back of his neck, trying to reach something.

"give this to- my son" he said as he unclipped his necklace, but didn't give it as he had been weak.

i scoffed.. "your son? seriously? your son is on Earth-" i said cluelessly as he interrupted.

"spider-" he said as his eyes closed slowly.

my gaze softened at his now.. dead body.

the guilt that had flew onto me was indescribable.

i killed spiders dad.

"no.. no.." i said, kneeling down next to the unconscious body.

"QUARITCH" i shouted as my eyes teared up.

i started shaking his shoulders aggressively.

"QUARITCH" i screamed only to have no reply from the lifeless body.

i put my hands on my head, tugging on my hair with guilt as i placed my forehead on the hole i had made in his stomach.

my tears mixed with his blood as i stayed quiet, sobbing into his chest.

i didn't know that was Spiders dad.

i knew this would be irreversible guilt from my behalf. this was survivors guilt. where you feel guilty of surviving in a situation in which someone else didn't.

no way, i wouldn't go back to Eywa and tell spider i killed his dad.. would i?

i slowly looked up at his stomach, where the bow stayed, standing in his stomach.

"i'm so sorry.." i said, grabbing the arrow and adjusting my grip.

"Eywa please forgive me.." i said, pulling out the bow as it had been covered in a coat of blood.

i looked back at quaritch, who remained lifeless.

i cried at the view.

"i'm so sorry.." i cried into quaritchs shoulder, hugging the avatars body as i had felt the pain in my heart, convulsing in my chest.

i placed all of my unused arrows to the ground and laid down next to the body, grabbing the necklace as i tried scanning every small detail on it.

my teary eyes had stoped my potential of seeing the detail, so i cupped the necklace in my hand, kissed it and put it in my pocket.

i slowly sat myself up, still looking at the lifeless body before grabbing my arrows and slowly leaving the aircraft.

just as i had left the aircraft, i found a small photo frame with a polaroid picture inside of it.

it was quaritch and spider..

i teared up even more, taking the picture too as i cried into the wall next to me before finally exiting the aircraft.

i had no time to spare now, but when Kawasi saw my emotionless, numb face, his gaze softened.

i smiled at him weakly as he hummed quietly.

my ears narrowed down when he turned back to look at an object on the floor.

and just when i thought my guilt couldn't be any greater, i saw the bow that Neytiri had gifted me 14 years prior when i was a small child.

it wasn't just there.

it was broken there.

broken in half.

kawasi ran for it as i fell to my feet once more.

"Tsleng(eywa) txum(please) forgive me" i cried into the ground below me as i felt the footsteps of Kawasi eventually coming closer as i decided to look up.

he held the bow in his mouth gently, letting go as the two pieces bounced to the ground and lay at my feet.