You or no one |BTS JIMIN FF|

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We got home at almost 3 in the morning. I practically ran to my room and locked myself in. Kookie didn't press any questions on me. My guess is he's gonna eat me alive with them tomorrow. But at least for now, I can breathe.

I was way too awake to fall asleep. I was sitting on my bed, hugging my pillow, and swinging back and front. I didn't even change. I'm still in my dress.

*bzzz bzzz* my phone buzzed

Is he trying to give me a heart attack?!

Jimin
It was nice seeing you tonight

I clutched my phone so hard I thought I'd crack the screen.

Me
Yeah, same

Jimin
Can't sleep?

Me
I was just going to

Jimin
Oh, sorry. Goodnight.

Me
Night

Why am I so giddy about a damn message!? Why am I even pretending not to know? Of course, I know. But what do I do now?
He's back in Seoul. I will definitely be seeing him more often. I can't hide my feelings forever, and I can't go back to him. I suffered more than enough the first time. I can't put myself through that again. Or him. 

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*bang bang bang bang bang*

I got woken up by someone trying to knock down my door. It can only be Kookie, who else.
I crawled out of my bed, forcing myself to open the door.

'You look like death. You didn't even change.' Kookie tells me, pushing past me into my room. I look down and see I'm still in my dress. I fell asleep without changing.

'Good morning to you, too.' I sigh, closing my door

'Okay. Grilling time.' He makes himself comfy in my bed, waiting for me to tell him everything

'And you couldn't give me time to shower first?' I moan

'Nope. Go on. What's going on with him?' He asks

I sigh deeply. 'We spoke. That's about it.'

'Okay. And do you still love him?' He asks

'I don't even know why you bother asking.' I click my tongue at him

'So, yes?'

I sigh deeply. 'Yes. But it doesn't change anything.'

'So you're not gonna tell him?' He asks

'Absolutely not. What's wrong with you?'

'What if he still loves you?'

'Not my problem.'

'It might be.' He grins

'What are you on about?' I sigh in annoyance

'Well, he's downstairs. He came to take you somewhere.' He grins

'What?!' I'm pretty sure I yelled loud enough for the neighbours to hear 'Tell him I'm not home!'

'I doubt that would work. I'm pretty sure he heard you scream.' Kookie chuckles

'Then tell him to leave. I'm not going anywhere. Go.' I point to my door

'Sure.' Kookie sighs, getting up. 'He said he'll break into your room if he needs to. So good luck.' He leaves, closing the door behind him. I locked them right away.

Jimin is here. He is downstairs. What is he doing here?
Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. Triple shit. I need to shower. Like, yesterday!

JUNGKOOK POV 30 MINUTES AGO